tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22859387140350423962024-03-04T23:32:48.481-08:00Deepwhite2 - 深白色二人組Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12113421123578906828noreply@blogger.comBlogger38125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2285938714035042396.post-30193796213015298532016-04-03T09:09:00.000-07:002016-04-03T09:26:25.966-07:00深白色二人組 音樂作品列表<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;"><b>【 音樂連結 & 歌曲小故事 】</b></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">My Child _ _ _ _ _ _ _ <a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7JA-9EKQZ_4" target="_blank">廣告</a> / <a href="https://www.facebook.com/permalink.php?story_fbid=1114768938544835&id=150301934991545" target="_blank">故事</a><br />Perfect Imperfection _ _ _ <a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EA9Se7nZNDs" target="_blank">廣告</a> / <a href="https://www.kkbox.com/tw/tc/song/3Bl00H64P0XQ.nlhQ.nlh0XL-index.html" target="_blank">KKBOX</a> / <a href="https://www.facebook.com/permalink.php?story_fbid=1048047098550353&id=150301934991545" target="_blank">故事</a></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">魚在水裡哭 _ _ _ _ _ _ _ <a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JwAPsGfdgOM" target="_blank">MV</a> / 故事</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">記憶森林 _ _ _ _ _ _ <a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZV6u2fopwVk&list=PL5F435CFC9FC89913&index=7" target="_blank">MV</a> / 故事</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">Help Me I'm in Love _ _ _ _ _ <a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PiHY_b5aBro" target="_blank">MV</a> / 故事<br />還能不能 _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ <a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ncREM2AtTsc&index=6&list=PL5F435CFC9FC89913" target="_blank">MV</a> / 故事</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">花火 _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ <a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PvMMdcVMafU" target="_blank">MV</a> / 故事</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">Cold Silence _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ <a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N_CA4HNMzxQ" target="_blank">MV</a> / 故事</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">香草的天空 _ _ _ _ _ <a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O4MlWoMmJjM" target="_blank">MV</a> / 故事</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">過得比你好 _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _<a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gmry37eNq8I" target="_blank">MV</a> / 故事</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">剪影 _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ <a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N8Y5jQqvY1c" target="_blank">MV</a> / 故事</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;"><br /></span>Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12113421123578906828noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2285938714035042396.post-26124069267122954962015-04-13T16:53:00.000-07:002016-04-13T03:53:18.600-07:00懷孕三個月了:深白篇今天起床,老婆已經在客廳寫字。打開臉書,發現她剛剛發的文章,看得眼眶濕濕的。<br />
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去年底失去了一個寶寶,在我們彼此的心裏都留下一個大洞。今年初醫生說「恭喜成功了」的時候,我們倆對望了一眼;眼底是不敢張揚的喜悅,以及籠罩著的更多的擔憂。<br />
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三月中,逼近去年意外發生的第九周,兩人都很不安,但又都很怕去面對。彼此扶持著到了醫生指定的那天,老婆走進超音波室,久久沒有出來;我腦海裡想像著她在裏面哭泣的樣子。<br />
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然後門開了。<br />
然後她笑了。<br />
然後她手上拿著小小深白色二人組的照片。<br />
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然後我在人山人海的候診夫妻們面前掩面哭了。<br />
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心裡的洞還沒填平,但感覺到老天爺的手掌在撫慰我們的傷口。<br />
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去年我第一次「被允許」進入超音波室一起看寶寶,看到的是沒有心跳的畫面。從此我給自己蓋了個「都是我的錯」的章。今年我就一直不敢進去看,包括前兩天的複診也是。醫生護士說你可以進來,我都膽怯地揮揮手說,沒關係,我在外面等。<br />
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然後突然裏面傳來蹦蹦蹦蹦的聲音。<br />
我又哭了。<br />
護士出來向我招手說,沒關係,進來吧。<br />
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老婆傻笑著,指著螢幕說,看~~<br />
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我轉頭往上一看,B寶寶正在伸腳。<br />
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我很認真地感覺到,老婆跟我都長大了、都願意為了寶寶而謙卑、惜福、勇敢。尤其是老婆。我知道我怎麼努力陪伴,妳還是會常常覺得一個人很孤單。感謝妳的勇氣。<br />
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我這輩子不會再去在意再去糾結「要成為比誰誰誰更有名的製作人」或是「要寫出比XXX更紅的歌」這種事情了。只要讓我的老婆和寶寶們健康平安快樂,我這輩子是個 ok 的音樂人就好了,虛名什麼都通通讓給別人吧,如果可以換到家人的福份。<br />
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尤其是不管我怎麼努力陪伴,很多時候只能孤軍奮戰的老婆。希望所有最好的都給妳。<br />
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最後想跟其他有同樣困境的朋友分享:<br />
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我們都不要被「直覺」牽著往谷底走。那些只是心裡的恐懼,而恐懼來自珍視。去年底我們失去寶寶那天,晴空萬里,大家都開開心心,診所看起來很專業,沒有任何徵兆。而這次的幾次結果沒事的產檢之前,不是星座運勢說「今天你擔憂的事情恐怕會成真,建議要做好心理準備」,就是一起床的天氣就陰雨到讓人絕望。<br />
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還是很惜福很謙卑很感恩,但我們能做的,永遠只是替小孩勇敢。所謂「直覺」「徵兆」,真的都只是因為太在意、太想要,因此太怕失去,產生出來的假影。我們不要沒事嚇自己,更不要沒事嚇寶寶。<br />
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最後,還是要感謝老婆。愛妳。<br />
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<br />Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12307111902687952564noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2285938714035042396.post-9382288999526701212015-04-13T10:20:00.000-07:002016-04-13T03:51:39.148-07:00懷孕三個月了:端端篇<div style="color: #141823; font-family: helvetica, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14.999999046325684px; margin-bottom: 6px;">
拿到媽媽手冊的這一刻,心情好不真實,好感恩,好複雜。</div>
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兩年前第一次到中山醫院求診不孕科時,<br />
意外發現右邊卵巢長了一個十公分大的畸胎瘤,<br />
之後接連經歷了開刀、休養、人工受孕打排卵針、塞陰道黃體素和快孕隆、植入精子、受孕失敗、休養、第一次做試管、繼續打排卵針吃雌性激素打破卵針、塞陰道黃體素和快孕隆、取卵手術、植入受精卵、流產、休養三個月、第二次接受試管療程,再次從頭來過所有的過程。</div>
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由於第一個孩子心跳停止的太毫無防備,<br />
現在我還時常閃過醫護人員告知的當下,我失控的在床上狂哭狂叫的畫面,<br />
那一切都發生在一個天氣很好的下午,原本結束後我該和妹妹去逛街,隔天穿著新洋裝到淡水參加朋友的河畔婚禮。 對於當天的記憶,後來只剩妹妹趕到北醫來陪我,送我回家之後又挺著九個月的肚子跑出門幫我和老公張羅晚餐、幫我打電話取消隔天的邀約。後來的一個禮拜,我和先生謹記著醫生的勸告,一邊勉強保持愉快的心情,希望寶寶只是一時生長停滯、一邊準備好寶寶可能會離開的事實。</div>
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兩種截然不同的心情同時並存著。就像我每天去電台得躲先在停車場啜泣,到了十點便要拿出比平常開心一百倍的力氣去主持節目。這一個禮拜到處拜拜、也請朋友幫我禱告,一邊心痛著一邊和老公為寶寶唱開心的歌,老公說:寶寶啊寶寶,別因為身體的殘缺躲起來,只要你來爸爸一定接住你,請不要離開我們。</div>
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但是超音波的螢幕上寶寶又縮小了,軟軟的,在一片羊水中飄來飄去。</div>
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我們很絕望的拿了兩顆流產藥回家,歷經十八個小時的劇烈腹痛之後,排出好多好多的血、和好多好多的小肉塊,當子宮變回一個空蕩蕩的房間,深不可及的黑洞時,我確確實實的感受到這輩子最深刻的孤單。</div>
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後來很多朋友在臉書上安慰我,「寶寶到天上當天使了」、「寶寶是因為體貼所以想等下次準備好再來」;身為媽媽的我,只想知道那我的寶寶現在在哪裡?</div>
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佳佳跟我說過一句話:端你可以傷心,但要記得吃飯。那是我聽過最體貼的一句話,因為我真的很痛,真的還沒準備好要跨過去、真的很努力、也真的很累了。</div>
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拿到媽媽手冊的這一刻,我只想對我的子宮說聲「對不起」和「謝謝妳」。對不起這兩年開刀後沒讓你休息太多,便不斷被我強壓著接受不同藥物的控制,然後謝謝妳陪著我挺下來了。</div>
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謝謝vivienne、謝謝佳佳、謝謝karen、謝謝小飛、謝謝心怡、謝謝妹妹、謝謝阿萬、謝謝小綠,謝謝妳們幫我一點一點黏回碎掉的心,謝謝曾經留言為我打氣的朋友。</div>
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謝謝我的兩個寶寶,謝謝你們願意來到我的生命裡,謝謝你們每天陪我上班聽最新的音樂、陪我吃飯偶而挑食、陪我發呆掃地看書畫MV,放心的讓媽媽嘔吐和嗜睡吧!這是最能感受到你們存在、最幸福的時刻。媽媽持續捐出一部份的薪水幫助流浪動物,希望它能迴向祝福你們健健康康的來到地球上,這是媽媽目前能為你們做的。未來能保住工作就繼續努力賺錢,如果你們想提前報到不得不安胎,媽媽就每天留在家照顧你們。</div>
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最後我想祝福正在辛苦求子的媽媽,有足夠的智慧面對一切挑戰、關起耳朵遠離那些無法提供實質幫助的人、心靈平靜富足。</div>
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Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12307111902687952564noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2285938714035042396.post-9121114118568776402013-07-05T07:36:00.000-07:002016-02-21T00:20:59.045-08:00i cover you。you cover me。<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">老公出現了百年難得一見的工作倦怠。 </span><br />
<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">不吃飯不睡覺寫歌錄音剪接編曲的人喔。倦怠了。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">恰巧最近PS3出了海賊無雙2,他決定放下所有手上的工作,賴在家墮落個幾天。聽他這麼說,真是讓我喜出望外。可能是因為我親眼見過他混音混到吐吧,三天幾乎不眠不休做同一首歌,同樣的旋律一直重複播放,突然就滿出來了,抱著馬桶吐。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">我很想見識工作狂是怎麼個墮落法。果然成天都在客聽閒晃,看看電視、打打電動、玩玩小兔 Latte,偶爾不知道腦子在轉什麼只是趴在沙發上望向窗外。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「嘿!北鼻,怎麼啦?」 </span><br />
<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">老公翻個身挖鼻孔:「無所事事,超級無敵霹靂爽啊。」 </span><br />
<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「嗯哼~~待會要和我一起回木柵嗎?好久沒回去看爸爸媽媽了。」 </span><br />
<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「蛤...可是我想在家打電動誒。」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「但是...」還沒說出口,突然想到他從來沒有真的「什麼都不做」,可能這次真的下定決心了,於是又改口:「那我自己回去,吃過晚餐再幫你帶回來囉!」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">我老媽非常疼這個 </span><a href="http://www.babyou.com/index.php?do=news&locid=205&id=13739" style="color: #d73679; font-family: Arial, Verdana, 'Microsoft JhengHei', 'Microsoft JhengHei', 微軟正黑體, 新細明體; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px; text-decoration: none;" target="_blank">女婿</a><span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">,每次去 costco 都會說:「小白喜歡吃這個!小白喜歡需要那個!」然後就毫不猶豫地把東西放進推車裡。並且我懷疑老媽自己擬了一份條款,小白飯吃不完跟說話心不在焉都沒有關系。哼。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">老人家看到我一進門就開口問:「小白在工作沒來呀?」明明腦中浮現的是他剛在家翹二郎腿挖鼻孔的樣子,還是趕緊擺擺手說:「對啊,要交 case 呢!快吐了。」 </span><br />
<br style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: Arial, Verdana, 'Microsoft JhengHei', 'Microsoft JhengHei', 微軟正黑體, 新細明體; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;" />
<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">老公的忙是出了名的,記得婚前我們全家到香港過年,小白一個人在台北趕電影配樂趕到焦頭爛額。眼看已經來不及了,一方面又擔心明天不飛過來家人會很失望,另一方面又怕工作沒做好,業主失望以後不給你案子就更糟了,在電話裡說著說著幾乎崩潰。 </span><br />
<br style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: Arial, Verdana, 'Microsoft JhengHei', 'Microsoft JhengHei', 微軟正黑體, 新細明體; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;" />
<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">掛上電話後我決定向天借膽,趁情緒還在上頭撥了通越洋電話給導演,徵詢寬限幾天的可能性。Ok Ok,我承認當時是把小白崩潰的狀況形容得誇張了點,不過看在香港來回機票和太陽馬戲團的門票上,還是硬著頭皮衝了。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">老公做事永遠太 </span><a href="http://www.babyou.com/index.php?do=news&locid=201&id=13693" style="color: #d73679; font-family: Arial, Verdana, 'Microsoft JhengHei', 'Microsoft JhengHei', 微軟正黑體, 新細明體; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px; text-decoration: none;" target="_blank">認真</a><span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">。但那就是他。雖然影響了生活,每次我聽到他的新作品,就會提醒自己,這些好音樂都是那樣來的。所以偶爾他無法配合這個社會的要求時,我就會提醒自己:I cover you. </span><br />
<br style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: Arial, Verdana, 'Microsoft JhengHei', 'Microsoft JhengHei', 微軟正黑體, 新細明體; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;" />
<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">那次的事件多少也讓家人瞭解到小白的工作性質,畢竟“火燒屁股”大家一直以為只是種說法..久而久之,老公的工作形態就在大家的重視下,被當作是國家公園一般完好的保護著。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">話說回來,老媽聽到小白又在忙工作了,急著說:「那我們隨便吃點什麼吧!你快帶晚餐回去給他。」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">正所謂矯枉過正,一餐飯吃的我老爸邊犯滴咕:難得和女兒吃頓飯呢。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">我帶著熱騰騰的晚飯一推開門,老公還坐在電視前廝殺,頭也不抬的問:「怎麼這麼快就回來啦?」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「都你啦!我跟媽說你在家趕 case,她怕你餓著就要我隨便吃吃,趕快幫你帶個晚飯回來。給她看到你躲在家裡爽就知道了。」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「互相嘛~~橡膠橡膠橡膠!」老公在魯夫的出拳聲中回應著。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「是哪裡互相?一直都是我 cover you 啊你有 cover 過 me 嗎?」突然怒著跳切語言模式。 </span><br />
<br style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: Arial, Verdana, 'Microsoft JhengHei', 'Microsoft JhengHei', 微軟正黑體, 新細明體; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;" />
<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「妳之前偶爾會說,要趕著排 DJ 歌單,來不及煮晚飯,我就自動騎機車下山買便當;回來在樓下看到小阿姨問我們要不要拿菜,也是趕快把便當藏好跟她說『有!端端晚上有煮很多菜!』」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「嗯哼。」雖然不想承認,但這還真是個重要的 cover 啊。跟親戚住得近,壓力好大呢。「那還有呢還有呢?」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「當然還有啊~~~霸氣!」男生怎麼可以這麼陷入電動裡啊......「我們每次一起討論,要替爸媽做什麼,我都會跟他們說,『爸媽,端端上次跟我提說,如果爸媽真的想換 iMac,我們幫他們出一半好不好?我也覺得這樣不錯,你們覺得呢?』妳看我是不是都有把球做給妳?」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">嗯......好吧,公婆的確很疼我,破解了從這個世界接收到的 </span><a href="http://www.babyou.com/index.php?do=news&locid=611&id=3155" style="color: #d73679; font-family: Arial, Verdana, 'Microsoft JhengHei', 'Microsoft JhengHei', 微軟正黑體, 新細明體; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px; text-decoration: none;" target="_blank">婆媳迷思</a><span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">,應該也跟老公會適時 cover me 有關吧。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">不過還真可惡呢:怎麼有人可以邊打電動邊講贏別人啊!!! </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">開刀前一天,在家裡洗完澡,特別在鏡子前用手機拍了下來。鏡子裡的肚臍形狀像是個渾圓飽滿的米粒,配上旁邊一顆凸起來的痣,說實在比我的臉還上相。好喜歡這樣白白淨淨的肚子。好喜歡。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「再也看不到了呢,」我撇著嘴,眼淚快要流出來了。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">小白說:「妳不會記得疼痛的,忍耐一下,下個月我們就和蘇阿姨和史瓦力在日本過生日囉。到時後回想起來,這只是件小事。」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「嗯。」我用力地點點頭。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">誰知道,生病是小事,後面還有一個更大的東西。 </span><br />
<br style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: Arial, Verdana, 'Microsoft JhengHei', 'Microsoft JhengHei', 微軟正黑體, 新細明體; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;" />
<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">開刀不只把我的肚子打開了。也把我的生活打開了。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">. . . . . . </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">我在護士換點滴的過程中醒來。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">牆上時間才走到下午三點。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">媽媽和心怡蜷在兩邊的長椅上睡著。我在她們均勻的呼吸聲中想感受到一點安穩。 </span><br />
<br style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: Arial, Verdana, 'Microsoft JhengHei', 'Microsoft JhengHei', 微軟正黑體, 新細明體; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;" />
<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">可是疼痛才剛開始。手術時灌進腹腔裡的二氧化碳和肚子上的三個傷口,惡狠狠的把我壓制在病床上動彈不得;心怡幫我把冷氣調到23度,汗水還是不斷從額頭冒出來。想找點什麼來轉移注意力,只能回想到開刀前一天的事情。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">其實我沒有特別的信仰,但老公說「一定要到公司附近的行天宮拜拜!」請假後抽岀二十分鐘的時間,撐著傘散步到廟裡,靜靜的看著旁邊的人拿香、拜拜、擲筊,自己也默默跟著做。很幸運的,不管我問什麼問題、求平安符,都得到好的答案。離開行天宮,到髮廊洗個頭、備妥零食,然後因為還在感冒,開車回去的路上還得記得停在康是美買口罩;回家洗澡打包,等老公收工一起到醫院。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">八九點,我抱著枕頭和老公到醫院報到。一進到病房:哇,這個大小應該要算是雙人房了吧? </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「如果可以的話,能幫我訂單人房嗎?最小的就好。」記得當時我是很怯懦地這樣說的。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「開刀心情會很差啦。如果醒來可以看到寬敞的空間,會好很多吧。」老公說,「所以。嗯。」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「貴貴。」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「再賺就有。錢能解決的都是小事。」老公的跳針名言。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">(醫生:「要用這個XXXX嗎?健保沒有給付。」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">老公:「好,用。」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">之類的。) </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">放好東西,換好衣服,護士進來:「黃小姐......」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">簽下同意書、量血壓、清腸胃;這些過程,逐步感受到明天要開刀的壓力。 </span><br />
<br style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: Arial, Verdana, 'Microsoft JhengHei', 'Microsoft JhengHei', 微軟正黑體, 新細明體; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;" />
<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">也許是我咬嘴巴的樣子讓護士注意到我開始緊張,所以在幫我除毛的過程還試著和我聊天。那時候我只想問她:「可以等我睡著的時候再抽血或打點滴嗎?」但是我連說「抽血」或「點滴」的勇氣都沒有,一直到睡前,護士小姐坐最後一次巡視時告訴我「明天六點起床打點滴」,我一夜沒睡,手機上的 zookeeper 還破了關。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「妳會暈針嗎?」開刀前的驗血,我第一次從護士阿姨口中聽見這個名詞,像是突然找到多年來遺忘的歸屬。是的,我就是那種只要聽到「打針」兩個字就臉色發白、看到針頭就呼吸急促、如果看著它扎進我的皮膚就會昏倒的小孩。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「沒關係喔,來。」那天的護士阿姨把我帶到隔壁的心電圖室,移開病床上的東西, 和藹地跟我說:「妳躺下來,我幫妳抽血,這樣比較不會怕。」雖然我還是怕到差點把老公的手扭斷,但這位護士阿姨成了我心目中的天使。以至於第二次抽血的時候,我還是靜靜地在櫃台前等她忙完。「找我嗎?」她突然看見我,又笑著對我說,好像一下就瞭解我在想什麼。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">. . . . . . </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">公婆知道我十點進開刀房,八點就到醫院來陪我們,公公坐在病床旁握了一下我的手說:「不要擔心,會很順利呦!」記得小白的阿公生前在住院時,我也曾緊緊握住阿公的手,想把很多的愛送進阿公的心裡。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">每次公婆一對我笑,我就不知道怎麼開口說「我愛你們」。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">然後我就被推走了。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">稍微恢復一點意識的時候,隱約聽到有人在叫我的名字,打我的臉要看我會不會醒來。但我好累喔,可以不要吵我嗎?然後連眉頭都沒力氣皺,就又睡著了。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">接下來的兩天,就是痛,上廁所,和家人朋友。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">手術後我大概三十分鐘就會痛醒一次:呼吸痛、說話也痛,盯著天花板輕輕喊聲「尿尿。」家人就會幫我提著點滴扶進廁所。膀胱再腫再漲,坐上馬桶卻解不出來;護士提醒我下午已經注射三罐點滴了,如果還是有困難,就可能得裝尿管,然後把量杯交給家人,請他們確實幫我留意狀況。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">心怡是我認識最久的朋友了,從小學就是。我以為我很認識她了,沒想到這人的可靠超乎想像呢。不知道心怡到底是有過什麼樣的住院經驗,但她很鎮定的在一旁陪著我,解血尿、裝進量杯、記錄。哇,行家行家(被揍了) </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">不過看著她縮在沙發上,心裡揪揪的。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">媽媽窩在旁邊。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">平常性子很急的媽媽,聽不完我說話就開口講別的事情的媽媽,突然變了個樣,我說什麼都邊聽邊點頭邊「嗯,嗯」邊微笑。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「尿尿......」媽媽又過來扶我下床,提點滴進廁所,等我好久好久,然後提著點滴扶我上床,等我好好躺下了才彎直腰,在旁邊坐下。平常就知道媽媽身體很好,但現在才真的體會到呢。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">然後覺得好幸運。媽媽身體還這麼好。感覺一鳴槍就要衝出去了。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「尿尿......」老公一個小時就會被我叫起來一次。第一天下午在錄音室工作,第二天下午帶蜜袋鼯去遠方的動物醫院,幾乎沒什麼休息,但一聽到呼喚還是睜開大眼袋眼爬起來扶我進廁所。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「妳老公身體不好喔~~」這種話聽多了,腦袋早就畫好我在醫院陪他的畫面了。沒想到這次反過來。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「小心點,」老公說,一邊幫我清洗那個沖洗瓶,一邊提著點滴。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">白天,經紀公司的同事來了。我的頭髮被心怡綁成史艷文的樣子,才想跟大家閒話家常,發現每個人都用力對我擠出笑容的模樣,心好酸啊。 </span><br />
<br style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: Arial, Verdana, 'Microsoft JhengHei', 'Microsoft JhengHei', 微軟正黑體, 新細明體; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;" />
<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">雖然同事本來就都要關心藝人,但你們是真的愛我。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">爸爸不用苦惱要說什麼了。我也知道你很愛我。想得這麼辛苦就別想了吧哈哈。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">看著大家,我突然又怯懦懦的說:「又要上廁所了。」媽媽就笑瞇瞇的趕到床前幫我提點滴袋。當我又難為情又過意不去的時候,媽媽在意的只是:我終於解了100cc的尿。「耶~~~」家人也跟著提起勁了,這麼細微的變化,在無形中牽起我們。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">. . . . . . </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">這次的開刀,不只我一個人在裡面。所有愛我的人都進來了。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">當妳覺得自己沒有什麼應付不來,或越來越可以獨當一面的時候,就讓妳遇上人生這麼難得極端的狀況,把妳的自尊當作手帕,擤完鼻涕還往地上丟。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">就是在這麼卑微的狀態下,別人給的愛,也毫無保留的壯大了。 </span>Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12113421123578906828noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2285938714035042396.post-79285683537551002362013-04-21T07:29:00.000-07:002016-02-21T00:20:59.038-08:00天上掉下來的男朋友<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">在筆電螢幕前趕著專欄,眼角突然瞄到一個小小身影「登登登登登」地在地板上閃過,消失在黑暗的角落:啊,是蜜袋鼯 Tuesday。寫著寫著,突然又是同樣的小小身影「登登登登登」地在地板上閃過,消失在黑暗的角落: </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">尼歐!你看見同一隻黑貓走過去兩次,我看見同一隻蜜袋鼯跑過去兩次!是母體又重設了嗎?(註:電影「駭客任務」劇情) </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">啊,不對。是我們家現在有兩隻蜜袋鼯了呢。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">Tuesday是我們家的蜜袋鼯,今年三歲。當初因為是星期二來的,所以就幫牠取名叫做Tuesday。小名叫 Tutu(台語「透抽」的抽唸兩次)。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「端端的動物星球頻道」:蜜袋鼯不是老鼠喔,請不要再惹我老公生氣了(抖)。牠是有袋類動物,和袋鼠及無尾熊是遠親。當牠張開四肢拉出滑翔翼,大喊一聲:「旺旺!」的時候,看起來跟毯子沒什麼兩樣。聽說在樹林裡可以滑行幾十公尺的距離。老公為了拍 Tutu 滑翔的英姿,還特別買了一台可高速攝影的相機;透過相機上的小視窗,你可以清楚的看到一隻小毛球慢~慢~攤開來直到快到達時,再慢~慢~回復成小毛球的過程。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">老公那時在唱片公司當音樂總監,每天都會帶著 Tuesday 上班;時間到了就泡奶粉餵牠吃飯、清大小便。日子久了,Tuesday 便非常習慣老公身上的味道;加上蜜袋鼯也是夜行性動物,非常符合老公半夜寫歌的作息,因此他們培養岀了孟不離焦、焦不離孟的感情。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">前陣子放 Tutu 出來客廳玩。我突然覺得不對勁,問老公說:「Tutu 尾巴上有傷嗎?」老公花了好大的力氣把牠抓在手裡,仔細一瞧:「媽呀!牠把自己的尾巴最後一小截,已經咬到快要斷掉了!」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">於是趕快帶牠到動物醫院檢查。醫生研判是情緒問題造成,幫牠動手術切除尾巴壞死的一公分,又上了藥之後,叮嚀我們要密切觀察牠,按時餵牠吃藥。沒想到過一個禮拜之後,情況變得更嚴重,只要我們離開籠子超過五分鍾,就會聽到 Tutu 在小睡袋裡嘎嘎叫,表示牠又在自殘了。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">醫生幫 Tutu 訂做了一個喇叭頭套,語重心長地告訴我們:「蜜袋鼯算是群居動物,替牠找個伴吧。」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「最好找一隻成鼯,而且最好是異性同伴。」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">帶著喇叭頭套的Tuesday看起來悲慘極了,不斷抗議的嘎嘎叫,用小手又摳又抓的,最後甚至不願意進食。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">好在老公即時聯絡到一家寵物店,老闆有一隻自己從小帶大的蜜袋鼯願意割愛,而且是男生喔。我們立刻放下手邊的工作,帶著 Tutu 狂飆到三重見見牠的相親對象。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「好像單眼皮喔。憨憨的。妳有覺得嗎?」老公看著老闆櫃子裡的那隻,微微皺起眉頭。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「有耶。而且牠比較肥肥的,看起來有點笨笨的。」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">老闆突然開口說:「啊就把牠們放在一起看看啊!一下子就會抱在一起睡覺了啦呵呵呵呵」然後伸手把那隻憨憨蜜袋鼯抓出來給我們。老公打開 Tutu 的旅行別墅,讓老闆把憨憨鼯放進去。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">我們本來擔心,尾巴受傷的 Tuesday 是會被欺負的那一個;沒想到憨憨鼯放一進去,Tuesday 立刻大叫一聲,一手抓住對方的腰部穴道,一手握拳往對方身上連環攻擊。憨憨鼯因為身強體壯,個性憨和,不以為意,只是很狐疑地看著籠子外面的我們。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「呵呵呵呵剛開始都會這樣啦,久了就會抱在一起睡覺了啦呵呵呵呵」老闆一邊看著自己的帳本,一邊揮手說著。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「怎麼辦?」我向老公求救。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">沒想到老公竟然回答:「其實我覺得這樣還可以。自己的小孩欺負別人,好過被別人小孩欺負。」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">老公平常不是很正義的嗎?怎麼會說出這種自私家長的言論呢?但仔細想想,心裡最直接的反應不就是這樣嗎?「寧願是我的小孩欺負別人,也不要是我的小孩被別人欺負」。我想起新聞上看到的,富家子弟仗勢欺人,但他們的父母總是一副「不要被人欺就好啦」的模樣,突然了解了他們的想法了呢。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">就在我為了解決蜜袋鼯自殘而得到的人生領悟,震驚地沈思於其中時,老公已經跟老闆握握手,準備要離開了。我三步兩步奔向街旁的老公,背後還聽見老闆爽朗的笑聲:「帶回去過兩天就會抱在一起睡覺了啦呵呵呵呵......」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">新男友就這麼跟著我們回家了。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">牠是星期六來的,就跟著叫 Saturday 囉! </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「那小名叫『阿 se』好了,」老公說。我連忙糾正他:「不對不對,阿 se 不是台語的阿西嗎?小名就叫 Sese(唸 se se)好了。」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">Saturday 是個單眼皮傻愣傻愣的大男生。第一次見到 Tutu 劍拔弩張的樣子,非但沒被嚇到,還在槍林彈雨中,努力試著把頭輕輕靠在Tutu的肩上,看的我們都融化了。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">但 Tutu 還是不斷對牠發出警告的嘶吼,一手抓住對方的腰部穴道,一手握拳往對方身上連環攻擊,頗有舊時代的新女性對自己的相親對象怒吼「我們根本不認識彼此怎麼可能會有愛?你也跟我一樣是被他們支配的吧!醒醒吧!」的感覺。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">然而,這個天上掉下來的男朋友,看起來真的很愛我們家女兒呢。一邊被打,一邊試著去抱牠,然後一百零一招把頭靠在牠肩上。只是我們家女兒,還是一副香香公主看到「榴蓮在靠近」的嫌惡模樣。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「嘎嘎嘎嘎嘎嘎!」 </span><br />
<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「嘎嘎嘎嘎嘎嘎!」 </span><br />
<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「嘎嘎嘎嘎嘎嘎!」 </span><br />
<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「嘎嘎嘎嘎嘎嘎!」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">(空谷迴音) </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">§ § § </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">兩個星期過去了。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">有時還是不太習慣家裡有兩隻蜜袋鼯,看到同樣的身影跑過去兩次,真的很想像「駭客任務」裡一樣回報總機「母體又重設了!」遠遠看著一隻在發呆,也會跟老公悄悄討論「這是誰?」然後看看尾巴沒有變短,「喔是 Sese。」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">Tuesday 雖然還是沒有愛上這個天上掉下來的男朋友,但不知道是習慣了還是沒辦法 24 小時警戒,已經不像剛開始一樣「我見你一次打你一次」了;睡覺時雖然沒有像老闆說的「抱在一起睡呵呵呵呵」,起碼被抱著睡的時候已經不會反抗了。而這時的 Sese,總會露出一種憨憨的,幸福的神情。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">這就是陪伴呢,我突然瞭解了。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">以前總覺得,「陪伴」是一種心靈相通,而非同床異夢。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">然而,同床異夢難道不是一種陪伴? </span><br />
<br style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: Arial, Verdana, 'Microsoft JhengHei', 'Microsoft JhengHei', 微軟正黑體, 新細明體; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;" />
<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">Sese 和 Tutu 放出來在家裡到處亂跑的時候,Tutu 總是一個人先往自己的幾個秘密基地衝,Sese 就在後面追;追丟了,就會站在原地著急地「絲~~~挨!」地呼喚,但 Tutu 總是不會回應,然後 Sese 就會自己跑去玩,玩一玩又回來找 Tutu。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「吃飯囉!」連蛋都不會炒的老公,把蜜袋鼯的晚餐準備地像懷石料理一樣,細心地端進兩隻寶貝的玻璃豪宅。Sese 先到達餐廳吃了起來,Tutu 趕過來一看位置好擠,伸直腿把 Sese 踹到一旁,自己獨佔餐盤。Sese 竟然完全不生氣,在旁邊探頭探腦,然後嘗試性地擠一下擠一下,一邊挨打一邊擠回餐桌,兩隻一起噠噠噠噠地大聲咀嚼。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">Sese 像「阿甘正傳」裡,一輩子只愛 Jenny 的阿甘一樣,就算幾乎沒有得到過回應,還是照三餐付出自己的愛、追隨對方的身影;Tutu 雖然一直無法愛上 Sese(是說也才兩星期),但不管是吵架還是逃跑,起碼不再出現以前那種,形單影隻時的無神遠目空洞樣子了。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">§ § § </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">八個月前剛開始當中廣 DJ 的時候,既緊張又無助啊。 </span><br />
<br style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: Arial, Verdana, 'Microsoft JhengHei', 'Microsoft JhengHei', 微軟正黑體, 新細明體; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;" />
<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">每天都要想些有趣的事、或者和音樂相關的資訊去填滿這兩個小時,是多麼的不容易呢!我並不是擅於臨場反應的DJ,於是每天花好幾個小時想內容,把節目當作是兩個小時的show來做,然後該說的話預先做好字卡提醒自己,可是想說的話還是常常講不完,也得不到任何聽眾的feedback。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">做了兩個月之後我常問自己:我的聽眾認識我了嗎? </span><br />
<br style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: Arial, Verdana, 'Microsoft JhengHei', 'Microsoft JhengHei', 微軟正黑體, 新細明體; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;" />
<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">除了基本的音樂資訊外,我常在節目中介紹自己喜歡的音樂、說明自己是深白色二人組的一員、目前在籌備好端端樂團、報紙上讓我聯想到的事;這樣子的兩個小時,我有作出一場好看的 show 嗎? </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">有一天晚上回家,老公說「我心血來潮錄了妳的節目,妳要不要聽聽看?」 </span><br />
<br style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: Arial, Verdana, 'Microsoft JhengHei', 'Microsoft JhengHei', 微軟正黑體, 新細明體; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;" />
<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">我一邊做事一邊聽著,突然又有了點領悟。 </span><br />
<br style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: Arial, Verdana, 'Microsoft JhengHei', 'Microsoft JhengHei', 微軟正黑體, 新細明體; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;" />
<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">一件事鑽在裡頭久了,反而容易忘記一些很基本的道理,回想以前自己在聽廣播的時候,不是開車在路上,就是在花店裡忙工作;開著廣播,雖然沒有期待聽到收音機要對我說些甚麼,只是有時聽到自己喜歡的歌就特別注意,沒有就做事,主持人卡住就皺皺眉頭,然而突然安靜下來的話,還是會覺得很不自在的呢。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">所謂的陪伴是甚麼呢? </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">其實 DJ不是藝人,不是歌手,而是陪伴的聲音。每天固定兩個小時的時間,出現在某個聽眾的生活裡;不管他或她正在做什麼,或是沒在做什麼,不管他或她是否有在聽我放的歌,或是分享的生活小點滴,甚至不管他或她,知不知道我是誰。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">我就是一個,放著不一定意識到,但關掉會突然少了什麼的,陪伴的聲音。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">就像 Sese 這個天上掉下來的男朋友,不管 Tutu 是否喜歡,甚至是否需要,都讓她不再遠目、不再孤單了。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">只是 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">可以不要再半夜吵架了嗎你們......我好想好好睡覺啊.......(泣) </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「中、島、型、的、廚、房!!!還有那個!桌、上!桌、上的是甚麼?」 </span><br />
<br style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: Arial, Verdana, 'Microsoft JhengHei', 'Microsoft JhengHei', 微軟正黑體, 新細明體; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;" />
<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">兩個女生圍著我從各地收集來的餐盤和珐瑯鍋不停尖叫: </span><br />
<br style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: Arial, Verdana, 'Microsoft JhengHei', 'Microsoft JhengHei', 微軟正黑體, 新細明體; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;" />
<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「這個牌子是奧地利的頂級搪瓷!顏色是不是很像馬卡龍的顏色?」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">哇~~~ </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「鑄鐵鍋我還捨不得用呢,我是看你 po 在臉書上的粉紅色愛心 LC 才買的喔!而且是 Vivienne 從特賣會幫我扛回來的!」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">哇~~~ </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「這個甜點盤很適合放布朗尼,是在巴黎瑪黑區的小店買的,有三個顏色!」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">哇~~~ </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「最近發現吃布丁用這兩支木湯匙,口感更溫潤呢!你們看它側面的弧度,就口很舒服的樣子!這是 Yuji 哥從日本帶回來的禮物。吃完晚餐有冰淇淋,我借妳們一人一支試試看~」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">好誒~~~ </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">三位唱片業人夫在另一邊同場加映,認真討論最近聽到的錄音和混音器材。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">熱熱鬧鬧的猴嗨森啊~~~平常家裡安靜的很,蜜袋鼯、兔子和老公都不怎麼發出聲音,除非我看到網站上的夢幻逸品或蟑螂才會驚聲尖叫。(不過剋蟑都當壁紙貼了,機率又少了二分之一。) </span><br />
<br style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: Arial, Verdana, 'Microsoft JhengHei', 'Microsoft JhengHei', 微軟正黑體, 新細明體; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;" />
<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">晚餐吃到一半,牙牙說:「我們過幾個月要去義大利度蜜月,有沒有甚麼可以推薦的?」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「我有!」我把雙手像妙麗一樣舉高高:「五地漁村、羅馬的鹿角咖啡、威尼斯的蕾絲島......啊!佛羅倫斯有去的話,記得找一家賣保養品的修道院,人魔漢尼拔都愛他們家的香水呦!」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">老公立刻接話:「他們出的那款鳶尾花洗髮精,吼…洗完之後妳會覺得自己像回到出生的那一刻,頭髮上什麼多餘的東西都沒有;有自然的花香,但是又沒人工添加物的負擔,非~常~的輕盈~可惜我們當時只買一瓶。」說完對我露出晚娘臉。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「那你們覺得跟團好還是自助好呢?」 </span><br />
<br style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: Arial, Verdana, 'Microsoft JhengHei', 'Microsoft JhengHei', 微軟正黑體, 新細明體; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;" />
<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">Alice:「我們去年度蜜月也是自助耶。」接著和大家分享他們的南法之旅。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">三對夫妻聊到眼冒金星豔光四射。好久沒有這麼充滿 energy 了!如果我們是一家怪獸電力公司,產值一定高的嚇人。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">一直到半夜大家才離情依依的道別。我眼泛淚眶的感激老公混音做不完還讓我招待客人到這麼晚。上班族的生活真的太硬了,發洩完突然意識到三個太太平常也是很 ㄍㄧㄥ 的。 </span><br />
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<br style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: Arial, Verdana, 'Microsoft JhengHei', 'Microsoft JhengHei', 微軟正黑體, 新細明體; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;" />
<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">但重點是:我們喜歡的東西好像啊! </span><br />
<br style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: Arial, Verdana, 'Microsoft JhengHei', 'Microsoft JhengHei', 微軟正黑體, 新細明體; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;" />
<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">而更令我驚訝的是,小時候的我一點都不喜歡這些東西呢。剛開始交往的時候還在念戲劇系,每天穿著劇場工作服,臭跩的模樣,一時興起也不在乎男友的心情就剪了小男生頭;到底是何時開始變成看到馬卡龍就融化、看到可愛的杯盤就尖叫的角色呢? </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">老公還是男友的時候,每年都是會設法擠出空檔帶我出國。在旅行中,見多識廣了,也逐漸改變我們對衣著、對生活、以及對「未來的家」的想法。我瞭解了,不是因為我不喜歡那些東西,而是我沒見過「那樣的東西 / 在那樣的環境 / 和那樣的人們」啊。看懂了,也開始見賢思齊了呢。 </span><br />
<br style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: Arial, Verdana, 'Microsoft JhengHei', 'Microsoft JhengHei', 微軟正黑體, 新細明體; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;" />
<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">再加上這幾年,家居和生活品味方面的書籍增加了,開始可以想像「住在雜誌封面裡」會是什麼感覺。北歐風的明亮寬敞空間感......Junk Style 的迷人材質感......嗯......這才是人生啊......我愛~~~ </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">然而,有那麼多喜歡的東西,卻沒有那麼多錢可以追得呢。於是,漸漸轉戰而走入了「類貴婦」的生活。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">買不起豪宅。沒關係,客廳臥室都用組裝的便宜材質家具,但一定要有一兩樣是厲害的!刷白木櫃?好貴!但......有了它就「蓬蓽生輝」呢......刷。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">買不起整套的名牌。沒關係,剪裁讓身形好看就好,但包包來一個了不起的吧! </span><br />
<br style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: Arial, Verdana, 'Microsoft JhengHei', 'Microsoft JhengHei', 微軟正黑體, 新細明體; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;" />
<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">歐洲餐具好高貴!而且好貴!但日系風的便宜多了,又清爽舒服!於是開始搜尋野田壺和手工湯匙,到東京也不能放過自由之丘。偶爾懶得煮,泡泡麵沒關係,但裝泡麵的和撈麵湯的可是很有氣質的喔!(鼻孔看人) </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">慢慢地,家變得愈來愈像心目中的樣子了。中島式廚房雖然用的是便宜的人工石,但上面擺放的是精心挑選的甜點盤和點心盒;客廳的地板是假合成木片,但邊櫃是刷白的樣式;臥室整面牆是用 IKEA 的衣櫃塞滿的,但床邊的牆上,可是英國來的古老鐵架喔。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">朋友帶著甜點來到家裡,立刻驕傲地拿出養兵千日的小盤子們迎接!哇~~~在巴黎吃下午茶也不過如此吧(嗯?) </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">然而,畢竟不是真貴婦,省錢的撇步可是萬萬少不得啊。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「我們去日本玩。」現在有打折嗎?日幣會再跌嗎? </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「哇我們到威尼斯了。」一定要去蕾絲島!那裡的蕾絲桌巾很便宜,但放在任何不怎麼樣的桌子上,質感都會立刻貴上八百三十七倍! </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「哇!粉色牡丹,很貴吧?!」膩補東!(譯:你不懂! in 端glish)中午趁快收攤前,就要開車到花市挑當季的花材買回家佈置啊!考花藝證照那一整年的花市可不是白跑的呢(健美 pose) </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「奧黛莉赫本在『甜姐兒』電影裡套上娃娃鞋的氣質Look!」但是端端連 repetto 的經典款,也是流連在櫥窗前望到玻璃都快燒岀個洞了,還遲遲無法下手呢......當滿街芭蕾舞鞋趴趴走的時候,我硬是又忍了兩年的時間;直到去年底的紐約行,才在 J.Crew 挑到一雙,桃紅色、小羊皮、台幣約九百塊的娃娃鞋( 好友vivienne再度發功,不斷對端端說:「好~看~)。最近出門就穿在腳上,好得意啊~~~ </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">但是,偶爾也會讓老公困擾呢。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「為什麼冬天才能買電扇?夏天才能買屁股會熱熱的免治馬桶蓋?」老公用張飛般的大眼、關公般的紅臉質問我。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「因為周年慶買萬送千買千送百還有滿額贈!」我胸有成竹地答辯。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">我一點不想當穿金戴銀的真貴婦。但我要省下錢來,當我享受生活,用精緻小物來自我感覺良好的 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「類~貴~婦」! </span><br />
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<br />Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12113421123578906828noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2285938714035042396.post-87632384003151154112013-02-01T07:25:00.000-08:002016-02-21T00:20:59.040-08:00當妳愛上一雙鞋,當妳愛上一個人<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">[ Part 1 - 當妳愛上一雙鞋 ] </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">2005 年,我在百貨公司相遇了一雙鞋。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">Lanvin 專櫃。橘紅色緞面。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">它的側邊繫有一個大大的黑色蝴蝶結,踩上去不但讓人的重心比例看起來更沈穩,還讓緞面材質看起來優雅甜美了,增添了個性、可愛的氣質。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">看到它的時候我忍不住心頭震了一下:「天啊…好美的鞋!看它生得多伶俐,小巧的鞋跟、流暢的弧度,飽滿的橘紅緞面又能襯托腳背膚色,還有我喜歡的大蝴蝶結....」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">不知道店員是不是感受到從我心底傳來的震動,快步向我靠近:「你好~要不要試穿看看?」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">我最不會拒絕別人了。 </span><br />
<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">看我的車上就知道,總是塞滿了建商的廣告紙,還有方向盤上的玉蘭花。 </span><br />
<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">但這牌子可不便宜,萬一穿上去非常非常好看我就死定了。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">店員肯定是學過讀心術,馬上接話:「這雙鞋現在打對折,只剩一雙了喔,要不要看看是不是妳的尺寸?」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">開甚麼玩笑?!打對折而且只剩一雙?還不快給老娘拿來!!! </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">(以上是潛台詞,當下並沒有說出口啦)我極力克制住嘴角的抽動,不疾不徐的對店員說:「麻煩讓我試試這雙鞋,謝謝。」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">就在我套上鞋子的那一刻 </span><br />
<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">帕華洛帝在我耳邊扯著嗓子唱岀最澎湃激揚的一個長音,ahhhh~~~ </span><br />
<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">眼前不僅迸發岀ㄧ發發的花火,還不斷在心中迴盪盪盪盪盪盪盪盪...... </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「超~好~看~的!好適合妳喔!」店員看著鏡子裡燃燒的我,又加碼倒了一桶油。 </span><br />
<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「真的嗎?真的嗎?」 </span><br />
<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「妳腳背好白,很適合這雙鞋耶,要不要穿著走走看?」 </span><br />
<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「好啊好啊!!!」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">鵝? </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">好像...小了點兒。 </span><br />
<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">一點點? </span><br />
<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">對,只有一點。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「一開始穿前面有點緊沒關係,走久就鬆了。不然樓下也有修鞋店可以幫你楦鞋喔!」 </span><br />
<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">我們停留在門檻前一點點的地方為彼此打氣(咦)。終於,我決定把自己一腳踹進去。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「謝謝您小姐!歡迎再來喔!」 </span><br />
<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">不是衝動,是一生一次的悸動~~~嗯!我提著購物袋很篤定的對自己說。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">我只穿過它幾次。 </span><br />
<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">大概是腳長大了吧,鞋子比我想像中整整小了一號啊。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">我不得不換雙新的鞋。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">錢還沒存回來,於是挑了一雙平價、黑色的娃娃鞋,可以在雨天追著公車跑,也可以隨性的搭 legging 或裙子。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">當我愛上一雙鞋,我感覺不到自己腳大;或者,我猜想天天穿,久了鞋就鬆了吧。 </span><br />
<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">現在不行,但以後會好的。 </span><br />
<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">畢竟它是限量版,錯過就不會有了。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">於是,鞋櫃裡繼續增加「總有一天我會穿」的鞋。 </span><br />
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<br />Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12113421123578906828noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2285938714035042396.post-33160637309217928172012-12-21T07:23:00.000-08:002016-02-21T00:20:59.014-08:00你是我的我是你的聖誕老公公<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">週末的深夜,我和老公在百貨商場內的電影院看完電影;搭著手扶梯準備到地下室取車的途中,經過一家家完成了聖誕節櫥窗佈置的精品店,我勾著老公的脖子發出讚嘆:「哇~~~多魔滴美溺~~~」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">小白:「你想要甚麼嗎?」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「沒有......」(喔!也不是沒有。糟糕!我講太快了。) </span><br />
<br style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: Arial, Verdana, 'Microsoft JhengHei', 'Microsoft JhengHei', 微軟正黑體, 新細明體; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;" />
<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">當我讚嘆眼前一片閃亮亮的美景時,單純是發自內心想稱讚它的;但是我也的確有想要的禮物!不過不在這裡。事實上......我有個禮物清單。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">此刻說「沒有」,老公應該會誤以為我甚麼想法都沒有了吧? </span><br />
<br style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: Arial, Verdana, 'Microsoft JhengHei', 'Microsoft JhengHei', 微軟正黑體, 新細明體; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;" />
<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">我的思路就這麼分道揚鑣,滑進兩個待解決的問題中,踮著腳尖一副很苦惱的樣子跟在老公身邊,五、四、三、二...... </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">小白突然勾著我的肩膀:「還是你有想要的東西不過不在這裡?」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「哈哈哈哈哈哈哈~~~」老公一副看猴子踩到香蕉皮滑倒的表情指著我大笑。「你怎麼一直把潛台詞演出來呢?」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">一開始我也跟著傻笑,不過想想好像是被調侃了,一秒變憤怒。 </span><br />
<br style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: Arial, Verdana, 'Microsoft JhengHei', 'Microsoft JhengHei', 微軟正黑體, 新細明體; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;" />
<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「對於聖誕節禮物的堅持,我是絕對站得住腳的!」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">即使一早在熟睡時聽見郵差的電鈴聲,也會比你先爬下床下樓收信。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">煎牛排的時候,無論如何都會把煎的比較醜的放在自己的盤子上。 </span><br />
<br style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: Arial, Verdana, 'Microsoft JhengHei', 'Microsoft JhengHei', 微軟正黑體, 新細明體; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;" />
<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">還有,週末要看甚麼電影總是讓你決定。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">不管是忍讓或者包容,就算是一滴一滴的灌溉著,我的禮物也該長的跟大樹一樣了吧! </span><br />
<br style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: Arial, Verdana, 'Microsoft JhengHei', 'Microsoft JhengHei', 微軟正黑體, 新細明體; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;" />
<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">小白連想都不想就回應我:「所以我不是問你想要甚麼了嗎?而且這和聖誕節禮物的堅持有什麼關係呢?」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">每次和老公爭辯,好像都會被提醒自己不是個腦筋靈光的傢伙,真傷腦筋。不過,「我也有準備禮物啊!才沒有要佔你便宜。」 </span><br />
<br style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: Arial, Verdana, 'Microsoft JhengHei', 'Microsoft JhengHei', 微軟正黑體, 新細明體; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;" />
<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">雖然又是「喜洋洋按摩十分鐘券」、「懶人急救包之洗碗免責券」、「春暖花開睡覺開暖氣券」,不過我都是認真付諸實行的。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">呃,不怎麼樣嗎......? </span><br />
<br style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: Arial, Verdana, 'Microsoft JhengHei', 'Microsoft JhengHei', 微軟正黑體, 新細明體; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;" />
<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">突然想起,第一年聖誕節,我們才交往兩個月的時間,我下課後匆匆茫茫的趕到敦南誠品和小白碰面。他出其不意的從包包裡拿出我的聖誕禮物:一台sony新岀的PDA。他非常興奮的解釋我不需要再用筆紀本了,不管是行事曆、便條紙、甚至小畫家,都可以存在這麼方便攜帶的東西裡,聽的我天旋地轉。我從沒收過這麼貴重的禮物,也讓我意識到,我的男朋友是個已經出了社會,有固定收入的人。哇。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">後來想想,這是我社會化的開端呢。從一個憤世嫉俗、看不起很多社會現實的劇場學生,開始瞭解了真正的人生是什麼。這台我在念書時不會想到要使用的 PDA,算是老公當年送給我的一個預告嗎? </span><br />
<br style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: Arial, Verdana, 'Microsoft JhengHei', 'Microsoft JhengHei', 微軟正黑體, 新細明體; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;" />
<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">某一年的聖誕節,我在逛誠品時,發現了一台靠光能發電的設計檯燈;燈座上有個金屬人形踩著腳踏車,只要燈一亮,那人就不停的踩。那時小白的錄音室擠在一個四坪不到的臥室裡;他坐在電腦桌前寫歌、做音樂,我就坐在旁邊的床上看書、玩電腦,常陪著他工作到三、四點。某天我看著檯燈上的小人不停的踩腳踏車,對照小白打拼的背影,突然覺得好辛苦。後來,再也不開那盞燈了。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">仔細想想,我幾乎沒有送過老公甚麼貴重的禮物,還曾經靠急智唱一首歪七扭八的歌搏君一笑(因為沒存到禮物的錢嘛),當我唱完突然萌生一絲羞恥心的時候,老公卻非常認真的抱著我說:「你知道嗎?你真的跟其他女生好不一樣。」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">(唔?!是指我邊唱歌邊學鳥叫的橋段嗎?就說是 world music 了嘛。) </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">從回憶的柔焦畫面回到了現實。今年......要送甚麼禮物呢? </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">沒有預算考量的話,當然會送一台 Leica M9P 囉(拍桌)。雖然家裡有相機了,但我真心的想看老公眼睛能射出光芒,睜得像 Leica Noctilux 鏡頭光圈全開一樣大。 </span><br />
<br style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: Arial, Verdana, 'Microsoft JhengHei', 'Microsoft JhengHei', 微軟正黑體, 新細明體; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;" />
<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">重要的是,想起前幾年,我們都還能夠偶爾開車出去走走;最近老公真的忙到史無前例的忙,能夠讓他放下工作出門的,只有「今天太陽好大喔,出去走走應該可以拍到好照片吧?」這種魚餌了。我好想他多休息,但又知道他的工作就是那麼多;唯一能做的,似乎就是用這些方法讓他開心了。還好金牛座很專一,喜歡的東西就那些,不太難猜。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">至於我的禮物,我想要的東西好多耶~~~repetto的娃娃鞋、可以做點心的烤箱、小雲豹機車,你會送我甚麼呢? </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">其實我知道,你會想送我相機或電子用品,你會認真的解釋它有什麼革命性的功能。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">然後我會告訴你,可是我聽不懂,而且也不需要。 </span><br />
<br style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: Arial, Verdana, 'Microsoft JhengHei', 'Microsoft JhengHei', 微軟正黑體, 新細明體; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;" />
<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">然後,我們說算了算了,其實我們甚麼都不缺,最後我們會選一家餐廳好好坐下來吃一頓飯。 </span><br />
<br style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: Arial, Verdana, 'Microsoft JhengHei', 'Microsoft JhengHei', 微軟正黑體, 新細明體; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;" />
<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">想了半天,我決定許願一個復古書櫃。原因也是老公這兩年的忙碌。 </span><br />
<br style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: Arial, Verdana, 'Microsoft JhengHei', 'Microsoft JhengHei', 微軟正黑體, 新細明體; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;" />
<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">本來的生活是,早上起床和老公一起吃早餐,聊天,然後他去錄音室,忙完回來吃晚飯,在家寫寫歌詞、用筆電做做簡單的編曲,然後上床睡覺。但這兩年,他幾乎一起床就得到錄音室報到,然後忙到半夜才回家睡覺;我接下電台 DJ 的主持工作之後,又花很多時間準備歌單、上現場等等,兩個人幾乎沒有相處的時間。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">一個人在家,突然好想看看書啊!太多電視真的會殺死腦細胞呢。 </span><br />
<br style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: Arial, Verdana, 'Microsoft JhengHei', 'Microsoft JhengHei', 微軟正黑體, 新細明體; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;" />
<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「所以,可以給我一個好看的復古書櫃嗎?」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「可以啊。」老公毫不遲疑地回答。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「喔?」雙子座無法相信好事會簡單發生的個性出現了。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「可以啊。因為是聖誕節。」小白一如往常地淡定。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">聖誕節有什麼不一樣? </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">因為你是我的、我是你的聖誕老公公。 </span><br />
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<br />Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12113421123578906828noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2285938714035042396.post-27848675729295997612012-10-05T07:20:00.000-07:002016-02-21T00:20:59.010-08:00使小壞<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">日子過得不爽的時候誰都會這麼幹的。 </span><br />
<br style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: Arial, Verdana, 'Microsoft JhengHei', 'Microsoft JhengHei', 微軟正黑體, 新細明體; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;" />
<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">即使是我們家的兔子,每天吃飽喝足,只要負責翹二郎腿看我們清便盆就行了,牠還是會把飼料桶打翻、啃籠子、亂摔我的鐵皮玩具...... </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">每次小白都氣得對牠大吼:「你為什麼這麼壞?蠢兔子!」 </span><br />
<br style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: Arial, Verdana, 'Microsoft JhengHei', 'Microsoft JhengHei', 微軟正黑體, 新細明體; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;" />
<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「唉呦,牠不平衡嘛!每天只有吃吃睡睡,煩不煩啊?我們需要靠破壞來得到內心的平靜~~~」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">Latte 蹦到我身邊,把耳朵豎起來。「Peace~~~」我也對牠比個V。 </span><br />
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<br style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: Arial, Verdana, 'Microsoft JhengHei', 'Microsoft JhengHei', 微軟正黑體, 新細明體; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;" />
<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「Ok,別怪我沒跟你說,牠昨天咬了你的奈良美智小狗」,小白很淡定的從我身邊走過。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「我要殺死你!!!」我追得 Latte 踉蹌爬進沙發底下。 </span><br />
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<br style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: Arial, Verdana, 'Microsoft JhengHei', 'Microsoft JhengHei', 微軟正黑體, 新細明體; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;" />
<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">撇開牠這不上道的行徑不說,我真覺得「使小壞」是生活中必要之惡。 </span><br />
<br style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: Arial, Verdana, 'Microsoft JhengHei', 'Microsoft JhengHei', 微軟正黑體, 新細明體; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;" />
<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">沒有人會想看一齣從頭到尾都很平靜幸福的戲的。太壓抑了。我們要看的是破壞和重建。每一次的爭吵為的不都是和好?人生就是一個 circle。 </span><br />
<br style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: Arial, Verdana, 'Microsoft JhengHei', 'Microsoft JhengHei', 微軟正黑體, 新細明體; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;" />
<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">結婚前,我沒想過自己會是個全職的家庭主婦:每天開車載老公到唱片公司、煮飯打理家務、種種花草伺候兔子,多岀來的時間就拍照看書;這一年多的時間,我甚至研究岀甚麼莫名其妙的食材要到哪家超市買、哪家進口超市有推車界的勞斯萊斯,能讓你快意馳騁在時尚主婦的優雅迷宮中。 </span><br />
<br style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: Arial, Verdana, 'Microsoft JhengHei', 'Microsoft JhengHei', 微軟正黑體, 新細明體; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;" />
<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">現在想想幸福得像是在預支翹辮子後的天國生活啊(流淚)......不過!每隔一段時間,還是會找老公麻煩。 </span><br />
<br style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: Arial, Verdana, 'Microsoft JhengHei', 'Microsoft JhengHei', 微軟正黑體, 新細明體; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;" />
<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">小白:Honey,今天中餐要吃甚麼呢? </span><br />
<br style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: Arial, Verdana, 'Microsoft JhengHei', 'Microsoft JhengHei', 微軟正黑體, 新細明體; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;" />
<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">我:不知道誒,老娘今天甚麼也不想做。 </span><br />
<br style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: Arial, Verdana, 'Microsoft JhengHei', 'Microsoft JhengHei', 微軟正黑體, 新細明體; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;" />
<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">小白:老娘是你嗎?為什麼用第三人稱叫自己呢?又不是泰山。「泰山要保護森林。泰山不喜歡那些獵人。」 </span><br />
<br style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: Arial, Verdana, 'Microsoft JhengHei', 'Microsoft JhengHei', 微軟正黑體, 新細明體; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;" />
<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">我:(臉朝下癱在沙發上)少囉唆,快拿飯來~~~ </span><br />
<br style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: Arial, Verdana, 'Microsoft JhengHei', 'Microsoft JhengHei', 微軟正黑體, 新細明體; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;" />
<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">然後老公就會乖乖騎著摩托車下山買飯。事實上,聽到樓下傳來摩托車發動的聲音時,我已經坐起身子轉遙控器了。呀逼~~~ </span><br />
<br style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: Arial, Verdana, 'Microsoft JhengHei', 'Microsoft JhengHei', 微軟正黑體, 新細明體; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;" />
<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">不一會老公喘吁吁的送上笑臉和中餐:「今天還有買一杯珍珠奶茶喔!一起喝吧。」 </span><br />
<br style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: Arial, Verdana, 'Microsoft JhengHei', 'Microsoft JhengHei', 微軟正黑體, 新細明體; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;" />
<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">一邊扒著不費苦心得來的伙食,一邊心裡頭暗自想:老公好愛我,這幾天可以乖一點囉。 </span><br />
<br style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: Arial, Verdana, 'Microsoft JhengHei', 'Microsoft JhengHei', 微軟正黑體, 新細明體; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;" />
<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">為什麼我總得靠著使小壞測試老公的耐心呢?小白每次看我跟公婆講完電話之後,都會得意的消遣一番,「嗯!是!媽媽我知道了。嗯!好的~~~」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">我兩手插著口袋冷眼抗議:「娘砲。」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">小白:「你呦,怎麼差這麼多啊你?當乖乖俗辣跟當小惡魔的時候?」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">我也不知道。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">我不知道為什麼我這麼愛惹毛他,尤其看他壓抑怒氣配合我的時候,心裡都有股說不出的...舒坦啊~~~ </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">看到這兒,你一定覺得我壞透了對吧? </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">可是我說的是使小壞喔!只要不小心超岀了安全範圍,對(ㄌㄠˇ)方(ㄍㄨㄥ)也是會翻臉不認人的。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">但如果都不使小壞,有一天我也會翻臉不認人的吧。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">真難拿捏啊!想必這就是古代哲人說的「黃金中庸」吧......(打坐)</span><br />
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<br />Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12113421123578906828noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2285938714035042396.post-46307682804451952562012-08-31T07:18:00.000-07:002016-02-21T00:20:59.024-08:00抱著安全氣囊開車。耶。<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">我一直是個沒什麼自信的人。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">聽到別人讚美的話,總是會渾身不自在的扭來扭去。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">不知道是不是因為學生時期,「念書成績不好、才藝表現卻很突出」兩種並行的原因有關,我總是看到長輩一下對我很失望、一下又對我充滿期望的表情;明明才剛因為數學考了個位數字而被打手心,下一堂課老師又大力推薦我參加校外的演講或畫畫比賽。這種冷熱交替的學生生活,搞得我非常沒有安全感,尤其是碰到自己的弱點時。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">好事伴隨而來的就是壞事,嗯,人生就是這樣才會balance~~~(筆記) </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">深白和我交往沒多久就發現事有蹊蹺:每次聊到我的作品、或是畢業後的工作,我的語氣都很保留。或說是消極。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">他忍不住拍肩說:「沒問題的啦!妳可以做的事很多啊。」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「屁啦,我甚麼都不會。」我一副「你不懂啦」的樣子,老氣橫秋地說:「我已經唸完國立大學了,接下來會有一段時間找不到工作,然後再置之死地而後生。」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">真正的老頭老氣橫秋地回我:「你在說甚麼啊?年輕人幹嘛那麼沒信心。」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">你才幹嘛那麼有信心咧!我突然憤怒了。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">人生就像股票一樣,不會一直漲的啦,這是我累積多年的經驗法則。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">嗯。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">後來的某一天,有位朋友打電話給我:「喂,我又要去試鏡了。」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「哇!」我立刻像吃飯時間到了的小狗狗一樣跳起來:「恭喜妳!妳一定會上的!」 </span><br />
<br style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: Arial, Verdana, 'Microsoft JhengHei', 'Microsoft JhengHei', 微軟正黑體, 新細明體; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;" />
<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「我已經看開了啦,唉。」沒想到她竟然自己先打槍:「現在要的都是臉啦,再會演也沒用,看到人就決定了,後面試演都是型式而已。」她滔滔不絕地分享失敗公式:「一想到這件事我就覺得好沒意義喔,然後試鏡的時候就沒辦法真的很投入。後來果然公司就是挑有臉的那幾個。」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">我突然有點瞭解當年被罵的原因了。 </span><br />
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<br style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: Arial, Verdana, 'Microsoft JhengHei', 'Microsoft JhengHei', 微軟正黑體, 新細明體; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;" />
<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">那時我以為,是自己看得很遠,但事實是深白看的很深啊。他看到了我用說反話來保護自己的不安。說穿了,因為有期待才會失落的;如果把標準訂的低一點,甚至我一開始就預測等等會跌倒,真的跌倒了就不會害怕了。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">因為害怕,所以在真的撞車之前,就先把安全氣囊充氣了。結果一路開車都因為卡著一個安全氣囊,而握不好方向盤,果不其然就開得歪歪斜斜;最後撞車了,還安慰自己果然提早啓動安全氣囊是對的。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">原來瀟灑地說反話,是因為太害怕啊。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">前年表妹在美國結婚了,第二天就在臉書的資料上冠夫姓。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「唔!沒想到這小妞這麼傳統。」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">她和妹夫交往了兩年的時間,中間兩人曾分隔兩地工作了一陣子。妹妹個性和我很不同,辦公室的穩當工作做了幾年之後,有天半夜想到自己想做糕點師傅的願望,便毅然決然從芝加哥搬到洛杉磯開始她的第二人生。全部,自己來。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">但結婚這件事,會不會太衝了呢? </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「我覺得她是我看過最有自信的女生耶。」小白很淡定的說。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「她冠夫姓耶。」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「你看她多相信自己的選擇。這個動作就是在昭告自己:我決定了!而且我要堅持我的決定,在這條路上努力!」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">相對於「聰明先後退」的說反話招式,妹妹的「傻傻向前衝」姿態,好像比較迷人呢。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">好吧,我要來給我的安全氣囊放氣了。咻~~~ </span><br />
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<br />Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12113421123578906828noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2285938714035042396.post-39874821368224478532012-08-03T07:13:00.000-07:002016-02-21T00:20:59.022-08:00最重要的小事<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">老公前陣子在網路上買了一個童話遊戲的軟體,可以一邊讀故事找線索、一邊闖關。就在我們吃完晚餐之後,他拍拍沙發背要我坐到旁邊。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「挪~~~」他把 iPad 秀出來給我看:「今天在網路上買的。我想你應該會很喜歡它裡頭的設計風格。」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「酷捏!」我的臉湊近螢幕仔細端詳,「感覺好好玩。不過都是說洋文啊?歪腰~」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「嗯!我解釋給你聽。我覺得我們每天都要花點時間,一起做點甚麼。」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「好耶!!!我喜翻~~~」我立刻鉤住他的脖子。蛇妖來著。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">雖然每天都膩在一起,不過看老公想讓生活更有趣一點,努力變出新花招,實屬可貴。起碼也要表現岀開心的樣子回報他吧? </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「最重要的小事」啊...... </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">幾年前我曾經在影像製作公司,為一支保險廣告做 casting。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">一個月之內,我帶著小機器拜訪了好幾對夫妻;受訪者都知道,這段輕鬆會面的意義,是要營造岀「理想夫妻」的樣貌,因此大致都能「依靠理智」,維持在和諧的氣氛裡,一起齊心協力的把訪問做到「這段婚姻看起來經營的還算不錯、過得去喔」的樣子。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">然而當我問到:「請問你們平時最喜歡一起做甚麼呢?」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">先生臉上出現了卡住的表情。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">我知道一開始問些大方向的問題,受訪者都能輕鬆應對,試鏡通常會步上順利的開始;然而一旦進入一些生活實際的小細節,例如「下了班你們在家會做甚麼」、「最喜歡太太做的哪一道菜」、「最喜歡老公哪一點」,便容易看到夫妻逐漸露出不安的神色: </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">清清喉嚨 </span><br />
<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">抓抓頭髮 </span><br />
<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">駛進一陣沈默裡。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">有時,自認隱忍委屈的一方便忍不住開口抱怨,或冷言冷語的表現岀不在乎的神情。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">但我還是得繼續訪問下去。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">簡直就像聽到危樓的裂縫又往內鑽那樣令人不安啊。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">感覺起來,抱怨的人是很受傷的,而中彈的人也是委屈的。我只好硬著頭皮說些場面話,盡力將眼前傾斜的樓房稍稍扶正。當然他們後來並不會因為這樣的會面就離婚了(呃,沒有吧?)我自己卻在觀念上有了很大的影響:未來和我生活的人,寧可要一個能 cover 我、喜歡和我分享的人。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">我曾聽一個好友說,她和她的伴侶相約每天上班前,都要先花十五分鐘的時間和對方喝杯咖啡、聊聊天再岀門工作。這已經是她們之間,多年來的習慣。女孩兒說,每天她幾乎上班都因此遲到而被罰錢;不過,她會很理直氣壯的對老闆說:「這可是我每天最重要的事呢!」然後心甘情願的交出罰金。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">我覺得這女孩酷斃了,活得很乾脆。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">對啊。我們總是說「等哪天有空」,但為什麼不是把它看待成「一定要執行的工作」一樣排進行事曆,讓它「每天一定都要發生」呢? </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">你有你的事業。你要養家。我有我的工作。我要打理家裡。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">然後呢?就句點了嗎? </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">如果沒有這些「一起做的小事」,那「在一起」和「不在一起」,好像,就沒有甚麼不一樣了吧?</span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">從小到大,你還記得曾經做過的惡夢嗎? </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">我記得,一個別人的。 </span><br />
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<br style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: Arial, Verdana, 'Microsoft JhengHei', 'Microsoft JhengHei', 微軟正黑體, 新細明體; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;" />
<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">那時我們住在學校宿舍,炎炎夏夜兩個女生站在陽台喝啤酒看遠方經過的學長,瞎聊著某個沒搞頭的聚會,一陣爆笑之後,她突然和我分享前晚做的惡夢。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">室友吞吞吐吐的說:「我前天啊,做了一個真正的惡夢,我覺得好像要說出來才能let go 誒。」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">喔,好哇,你說說看。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「但是..真的..很恐怖喔..」邊說手指還像在搓揉一顆隱形的出氣球。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">是..跟鬼有關的嗎?我會怕捏..。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「不是,不過..是另一種極致。」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">嗯。我準備好了! </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「我夢到洗澡的時候謝長廷坐在木頭板凳上幫我搓背,裸體的。」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">嗯。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">甚麼鬼!!!!!! </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">太恐怖太具象太無處可躲了。我差點把啤酒都吐出來。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">除此之外,我記得自己這輩子做過的每一個夢。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">並不是因為我記憶力很強,恰恰相反,而是它總是很忠實的簡化我的煩惱,好像我的人生有多麼的無足輕重,好像在台上賣力的演員卻碰到惡笑還丟香蕉皮的觀眾那樣。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">我的人生也是很嚴肅的,okey? </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">請給我好一點的惡夢,不需要複雜到用催眠來解釋,但就是...你知道的,跟朋友聊天的時候能端的上台面的程度。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">每次聽到身邊的人說:我昨天做了一個好奇怪的夢喔!如何如何的時候, </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">大家抓著頭皮,幫忙抽絲剝繭的過程都讓我心生羨慕。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">可能是口腔期沒得到滿足,或是你心底深處懷有一個天大的祕密,甚至可能追溯到前世,你有個未解的命題。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">前世耶.. </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">打從小時候夢到脫褲子坐在馬桶上,結果身子感覺熱熱的醒來發現「自己正在尿ing」開始,想吃糖就夢到在買糖果,親人過世就夢到棺材,討厭誰就呼誰巴掌這樣沒有一點深度的夢, </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">真。讓。人。困。擾。啊。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">如此輕率的惡夢讓一直我懷疑是不是腦容量的問題還是什麼地方壞掉了? </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">使腦袋一直無法處理比較複雜一點點的夢? </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">我也想把眼睛瞇成一條細縫,煞有其事的告訴你昨晚發生的事呀。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">前陣子看中醫時,醫生叮嚀我這個月每天在家自己量基礎體溫,如實記錄下來,好讓我能正確判斷排卵日期。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">醫生重複著重點:「記住,不可以下床。睡醒眼睛一張開眼睛就要量喔!」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">天啊,是醒來就要做的「第一件事」嗎?我一定要牢牢記住! </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">晚上睡覺前,我仔細的在床邊擺好溫度計、筆和紙,因為擔心自己一時大意,所以特地把拖鞋藏在床底下。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「早上起身看到地板—咦?沒有拖鞋?應該就知道了吧。哈哈哈哈~~~」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">當晚我果然就夢到自己睡到隔天起床了,想去廚房喝杯水,便義無返顧的把右腳大拇指狠狠的點在地板上。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「咚」~~~全身像通電一般!我一下子坐得直挺挺的,喘到上氣不接下氣。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">小白睡眼惺忪的看著我:嘿,你夢到自己直接下床了是吧? </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">我驚魂未定看著他:「對啊對啊!你怎麼會知道?我剛有說什麼嗎?」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">小白翻過身去喃喃自語:「沒比這更簡單的事了。」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">我嚇得連忙把筆電合起來,強裝鎮定的回答:「沒有啊,我沒有笑。」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">老公眉毛一挑,打趣的逗我:「是在逛購物網站吧?啊?說說說~你看到了什麼喔~~~?」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「沒有啦!」可是我的嘴角已經裂到耳朵邊邊了,實在藏不住啊!「好吧!我跟你說,不過你可別大驚小怪的,我在..計畫情人節要去哪過啦。」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「情人節?」小白皺起眉追問:「情人節要到了嗎?」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">沒有。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「那你這麼早想這要幹麻?」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">沒幹麻。只是結婚週年過完了,母親節過完了,生日過完了,現在要準備情人節,不過如此而已。(攤手) </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「少在那找藉口逛旅遊網站了,歌詞呢?」老公無動於衷的對我伸手。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">才不是藉口!不管是甚麼節日,光想到這輩子只有一次三十二歲的生日,只有一次三十二歲的情人節,我的壓力就好大。(按太陽穴) </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「黃端端,沒有人會這樣想事情。」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">是嗎?那他們還要蹉跎多少光陰才會覺悟時間無法重來? </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「沒有人蹉跎光陰,大家都在認真工作。為什麼要花這麼多時間想過節的事?」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">吼!你跟過節有什麼過節嗎? </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">(好討厭!眼前這個工作狂正在用他的價值觀剝奪他老婆最大的生活樂趣耶,怎麼辦?) </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「那我問你,」我趁機逼他思考一下「2003年你做了甚麼?」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">老公不疾不徐的回答:「接製作案、寫歌、寫了一篇關於『P2P音樂下載的合法性?』的文章,被記者刊到報紙上,之後跟其他同行一起到立法院參加公聽會之類的。」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">那2004年呢? </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「寫歌、接製作案,我們開始籌備二人組的專輯。」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">05年? </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「寫歌、接製作案,七月我們和唱片公司簽約。」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">可是對我來說,這幾年不是這樣的喔!03年情人節我們在馬德里,是交往後第一次自助旅行。在路上散步的時候,我還強迫你跟那些西班牙男人一起在花店排隊買花給我;我送了一支玫瑰花給民宿的婆婆,她很開心的插在她和爺爺吃燭光晚餐的圓桌上。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">04年我開始接舞台劇、簽經紀公司;不過印象最深的,還是生日的時候,第一次去花蓮海洋公園和海豚游泳。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">05 年的中秋節比較特別。倒不是去了甚麼了不起的地方過節,或是作了甚麼暴發戶的慶祝行為。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">那年和好友一起在錄音室奮鬥專輯,錄音、錄吉他、編曲等等。中秋節那天,錄音錄到好晚;離開時發現樓上已經烤肉烤到伸手不見五指了,突然覺得怎麼可以為了工作錯過中秋節!於是累得要死的大家,奮力開車到海邊,找了一輛小卡車變身而成的行動咖啡屋,一人一杯,邊看月亮邊累癱在海邊的長椅上。現在回想起來,已經不記得那天是錄哪一首歌、或是到底工作多久了,但那天大家在海邊東倒西歪的舒服畫面,卻總是能讓我嘴角上揚。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">工作是必要的,卻未必是快樂的:不一定是自己認同的內容;不一定是好相處可信賴的夥伴;不一定是拿到之後會在心裡說「這樣我願意」的酬勞。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">而過節呢?不會有人計畫去不想去的地方、跟不想相處的夥伴、用不想做的事來過節對吧? </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">在工作佔據愈來愈多生活比例的這個年代,「過節」這件事,其實才是人生之中,少數可以按照自己的計畫、留下忠於自我樣貌的回憶時刻吧? </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">工作不一定是「我的選擇」。所以「過節」一定要是! </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">呼。老娘被逼急了也是會迸出智慧之語的,顧不得小白認真思索的模樣,我還真想為自己掬把欣慰的眼淚啊,還好不是笨蛋。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">老公默默坐到身邊待我又把電腦打開,打開螢幕前,我適時的提醒他一聲:等等看到碧海藍天的畫面若覺得暈眩,可不是血糖太低,是罪惡感又來作祟呦。 </span><br />
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<br />Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12113421123578906828noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2285938714035042396.post-66152691398968114202012-06-08T07:07:00.000-07:002016-02-21T00:20:59.031-08:00與你分享的快樂勝過獨自擁有?really~<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">老公和我的相處模式,因為工作的關係,和一般夫妻不大一樣。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">我們生活在一起,工作也在一起。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">為了製造一些獨處的時刻,我通常都一個人買菜、處理家裡的雜事。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">最近我們新的樂團「好端端」成立了;為了表演,常會和團員聚在一起練歌。吉他手(酒令太棒鳥)有時會和我們分享他在 youtube 看到的爆笑影片;話還沒講完,老公很迅速地接著說:「喔,你說那個酒駕被警察攔下來的影片喔?我看過啦,真的超白爛的...」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">鍵盤手(藍笛手機囉)跟著附和:「喔!我知道你說的那個,真的很好笑!」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">我跳到老公面前問:「你們在說甚麼影片?我也要笑~」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">老公擺擺手說:「那是人家寄給我的,我有空再放給你看。」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">藍笛手機囉:「誒?那你們知道網路上最近在傳的那支MV嗎?」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">吼。還是完全沒有頭緒。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">我總會纏著老公對他嚷嚷:「分享~~~分享喔你疑疑疑疑疑疑!」畢竟,一想到自己在網路上看到好看的影片和白爛笑話時,都會立刻捧著筆電跑去找他一起看,心裡難免有點不平衡耶。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">哼。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">不過自己生悶氣也不是辦法。於是某次我在 facebook 上看到一隻倉鼠表演中槍戲碼時,一個人拉長了喉嚨狂笑;我想......等老公好奇時,也超級淡定地回應他,他說不定就會瞭解我落寞的心情了。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">嗯! </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">老公果然好奇的問我:「什麼事這麼好笑啊?」不過屁股還是黏在椅子上。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">很好,呆子,你中計了。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">我勉強克制住得意的情緒,隨口回答:「喔~~~Gwanlin 在臉書上po的影片啦!唉呦,笑~死我了。」我還捧著肚子笑呢,以防他回過頭來看我。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">老公忍不住揶揄我的大笑聲:「笨蛋。」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">咦?發現他沒跟上拍子,我好像踩空了一下:「喂!你不想知道是甚麼影片嗎?」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">老公:「甚麼影片?」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">我:「很~好!笑!的那種影片!」我彷彿還誇張地重複了好笑兩個字。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">老公:「喔~真的啊?那很好啊!」說完繼續低著頭工作。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">我:「那......等我有空再放給你看啦......」甚麼跟甚麼啊?我真的弱到一個爆炸誒!怎麼會變這樣啦!「嘩!」的一聲,我乾脆哭出來了。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">老公驚嚇的走到我身邊:「怎麼了怎麼了?」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「奇怪耶你!」我突然好生氣:「為什麼你都不會想和我分享呢?所有我看過的、遇到的事都會想跟你說耶!難道你沒有這種心情嗎?還有啊還有啊,」藉機吵一下:「我跟姊妹出去玩,都會忍不住一直看手錶,提醒自己不要晚回家做飯;可是你出去和朋友吃飯,都會忘了跟我說一聲,我快變電視上演的怨婦了......哇~~~」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">老公好像無法理解我為何哪麼在意?不過既然眼見前方有塊絆腳石,他也毫不猶豫的把它搬開。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「sorry啦!我也不懂為什麼沒第一時間想到和你分享,不過以後我會盡量記得喔。」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「不要不要!」這就是傳說中的得理不饒人吧~~~「你是被迫的,不是真心的!」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「不對喔,是真心的喔。」老公邊搖搖食指,邊進入心海羅盤模式:「男生天生就沒有女生那麼愛分享啊!可是如果一個人願意為了妳,去改變他天生的習慣,那不就是真心的嗎?」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">嗯?是嗎?雖然怒火正旺,但彷彿嗅到一絲道理。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「假設妳是猴子而我是魚(我不要當猴子)(那不是重點);魚天生不會爬樹,但我為了去找妳這隻猴子,所以努力爬上樹了。這就是一種出自真心的強迫啊,不是嗎?」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">好吧。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">但這樣結束也太便宜了吧? </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">我把鼻涕吸回去,假裝還餘氣未消,淡淡的說:「可是......我今天不想煮晚餐耶。」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">老公馬上接話:「ok ok!那你最近有沒有看到想吃的餐廳啊?跟我分享吧?」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">好吧,誰叫我是個愛分享的人呢?(攤手)。 </span><br />
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<br />Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12113421123578906828noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2285938714035042396.post-73518393535595031702012-05-18T07:04:00.000-07:002016-02-21T00:20:59.036-08:00 關於家電用品,其實我想說的是...<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">這幾天老哥約了朋友來家裡吃飯,聽說會有酒和pizza喔。於是我很開心的從冰箱拿出烤雞準備來招待客人。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">老哥問:「耶?家裡原本的微波爐呢?」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">我說:「壞啦!唉~人家買來還沒用幾次呢...。」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「怎麼可能?」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">老公在旁邊露出一副看好戲的表情。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「對啊!真是越想越氣!我把裹了錫箔紙的牛肉捲放進去之後,竟然七竅生煙耶!我還嚇得躲進儲藏室不敢出來。」我邊說邊把當時的走位又重複了一次。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">我哥愣了一下,很緊張的問我:「你記不記得啊?我們平時看動作片的時候,人家常會把微波爐當成終極武器引爆啊?」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「而且...這種常識你怎麼可能會不懂呢?」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「......。」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">老公沒接話,眼睛直盯著天花板。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">我感覺的出這位仁兄正在壓抑他內心的震撼。不過大概是怕傷害到妹妹的自尊心吧,慢條斯理的解釋給我聽。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">好吧。雖然還是有一點受傷的感覺,不過難得碰到一個誠心誠意想幫我解決問題的人,而且房子還是他裝潢的。我決定吞下這口氣、拋開羞恥心,打開心房和他聊聊家裡洗衣機的事。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「嘿,我家洗衣機最近也怪怪的。」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「怎麼說?」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「最近啊,我想說洗衣機也該清洗一下了,於是就按下『自洗行程』給它洗自己,這樣沒錯吧?」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「嗯,對啊。」 </span><br />
<br style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: Arial, Verdana, 'Microsoft JhengHei', 'Microsoft JhengHei', 微軟正黑體, 新細明體; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;" />
<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「我按下去之後啊,它把水灌滿就不動了耶!過了好久,它突然抖一下抖一下,好像是聽到什麼見不得人的笑話,一個人憋著不敢笑出聲音那樣抖喔!」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">老哥抿著嘴問:「那你怎麼辦?」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「我就跑去小白說:新買的洗衣機有一個功能壞了耶,我們去把裡頭的水舀出來澆花!然後那天我們兩個把陽台的花都灌得超撐的。」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">老公攤了攤手,擺明了他只是奉命行事而已。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「喔,ok,」老哥眨眨眼說:「不是這樣的,不是這樣的。」他清了一下喉嚨:「自洗功能本來就是要浸泡很~久的時間,久久轉動一下,好嗎?」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「還有!要用專用的洗劑,不是用洗衣粉喔。」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">這樣啊...。我和老公相視了一會,哼!再來一題! </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「那~老實跟你說吧。」小白把老哥拉到浴室門口,指著淋浴間天花板的暖風機說:「這個啊,有的時候會暗掉耶。」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">老哥像是房屋仲介般的熟練,按下面板上的按鈕說:「你看喔,按一下,亮一個燈管;再按一次,ㄟ!是不是兩個燈管都亮了啊?」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">wow~真的耶...。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">老公依然用很平靜的口吻說:「可是我明明記得是洗澡洗到一半的時候暗的...。」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">那... </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">我想到了。還有水壓!洗碗的時候覺得水量不夠大。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">老哥把水龍頭的頭拔了下來:「這用久了會有雜質沈澱啊,要清掉水量就變大了嘛。」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">還有烘碗機、電燈、投影機...(電陶爐忘了關差點燒了房子這種事就別提了,噓。) </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">他輕輕嘆了口氣,像是沒有體力再開玩笑了,撇下我們兩個帶著煙靜靜的走到陽台去抽。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">幾分鐘過後,他轉過身來很認真的對我們說:「老妹啊,說明書你看得懂嗎?」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">呿!怎麼會看不懂?人家只是忘記看了而已嘛。 </span><br />
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<br />Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12113421123578906828noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2285938714035042396.post-1146892948873046932012-05-11T07:02:00.000-07:002016-02-21T00:20:58.991-08:00我們要一起好端端的!<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">能兼顧夢想和現實的人生,一定很棒吧? </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">不過,難度很高呢...... </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">如果「削完一顆蘋果的皮而中間不能斷掉」的難度以三分來記、「黏回去看不出破綻」以三十分來記,那麼擁有能兼顧兩者的人生,難度大概有三千分的程度吧? </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">幾年前朋友推薦我看一部淺野一二O的漫畫 "Solanin"。裡頭講述一群大學時期一起玩樂團的夥伴,出了社會兩年後,因為無法忘懷玩團的熱血歲月,加上投身職場之後的落差,對自身存在的價值產生越來越多的疑問。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">當時我一邊看著,腦袋一邊發漲、手心冒汗;「哇~~」「!」「......」的內心旁白配合著表情在臉蛋四周此起彼落。並不是漫畫劇情多曲折離奇、或是女主角背後開了多少玫瑰;把我吸到漫畫格子裡的,是因為每一句獨白和對話,時時刻刻都在我的人生中上演啊。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">在北藝大念書時班上的同學個個都有一手好功夫,興致一來就唱一句響徹雲霄、好笑的梗一開口就找不到開關停下來、彼此互虧的瘋話如果記錄下來直接就是個短劇......在學校裡待上一天,看到的比一集電視節目還精彩呢。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">但是,愈到畢業,大家就愈徬徨了。畢竟我們的未來,不像一般人有一個明顯的標靶裡的準心,深呼吸、閉氣、手腕微甩,「豆!」正中紅心。沒有。學表演的學生,眼前的道路是一片大海,但我們的偶像是天上的月亮和星星;要怎麼上去?完全沒有概念。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">和老公認識之後,花了好久的時間籌備「深白色二人組」的第一張專輯。我們一起寫歌、到朋友的錄音室錄音,錄完之後會一起去看漫畫、開車到海邊喝咖啡、到燒烤店吃宵夜。然後發片了,參與了只聽過沒見過的企劃會議、定裝、拍 MV、上電台進攝影棚、跑校園演唱、和錄專輯的朋友一起組團到河岸留言表演。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">然後一起檢討了下一張要改進哪些地方。然後老公自己花了幾百萬,蓋了自己的錄音室。然後寫歌、錄音、錄完去吃半夜燒烤、海邊喝咖啡、蹲漫畫王......一切重來一次。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">然後第二張宣傳期結束了。老公到唱片公司和老闆開會,自己提解約。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">該不該追逐夢想?要追到甚麼地步?何時該對自己說,「放手吧」? </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">走出體制的框框是不是就能找到自由?每天按時打卡上班的朋友曾經羨慕:「啊你們可以去看早場的耶,都沒人跟你們搶,不像我們一下班就要努力殺到電影院~~~」或是「我也很想跟你們再待晚一點啊,可是明天早上要開會不能遲到......真羨慕可以睡到自然醒啊......」(好吧,自然醒的這部份真的挺不賴的)。然而,朋友沒看到的是,沒有下班時間,所以無法義正辭嚴地不接工作電話、因為一起做同一件事而無法界定「幾點到幾點不要討論工作」而無時無刻不受壓力影響;當生活和工作的界限變得模糊、夢想和各種現實的壓力綁在一起時,辭掉工作,真的就能得到想要的自由嗎? </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">到現在,我還是常問自己,那些熱血的青春記憶,究竟是帶著我們ㄧ步步走出低潮期的希望?還是當人想逃避貧乏的現實世界時,不得不依賴的虛幻陷阱?Solanin 指的也是一種會在身體裡累積的、因為妥協和放棄所產生的毒素;累積的越多,若無法即時在矛盾和兩難的困境中脫困,就會走向幻滅。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">解約後,其實我很想再衝,但真的不知道自己的頭皮還有沒有那個硬度,可以繼續撞牆(真的好硬喔)。雖然我還是不知道怎麼做,但無論如何,起碼我不是一個人。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">回來之後,老公意外得到唱片公司音樂總監的工作,忙了起來。專輯暫停了,但生活得以喘息而繼續了。我們慢慢開始像一般的生活一樣:很珍惜週末,帶著相機出去玩,然後在黃昏的車陣裡等著回家;寫了一首新歌,但因為下班都九點多了,只好等週末再錄音。之類的。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">專輯還要做嗎?我心裡的問號大到快把房間撐爆了。不知道是不是注意到牆壁上的裂痕,老公有一天突然語重心長地跟我說:「我說上班啊,」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「怎樣?」因為特別在意,所以語氣更要淡定。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「會讓人失去自我的獨特性呢。」老公說。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「即使你上班的內容是你的興趣也是一樣嗎?」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「是啊,」老公點點頭:「所以我決定了,專輯還是要照走。」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">在下一秒我熱情擁抱他之後,中間發生了好多事情,但一路嘗試、錯誤、再嘗試,到了現在,除了籌備中的深白色二人組第三張專輯,我們又和兩位合作多年的好友組了一個新樂團「好端端」。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">前陣子我和朋友開車到海邊玩耍,她們起鬨要一個準備參加試鏡的年輕男孩在大家面前唱歌,小男生有點害羞,手插口袋、故作鎮定的低著頭站在一旁小小聲,漫不經心的哼著,我餘光瞄向他,心裡想著:「以前我就是這樣的。」然後不知為何,有一天我衝動在FB上傳了一封訊息給他,告訴他其實他的型很棒,對自己再有信心就更完美了。其實這個世界並不友善,當你不夠堅強時,願意停下來等你的人,會越來越少。不如先盡情的衝刺吧!等到用盡全力唱到荒腔走板了再等人來丟飲料罐也不遲啊。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「嘿~以上就是姐姐的覺悟喔。」我真想拍拍他的肩膀這麼說。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">從第一張專輯的籌備期算起,到現在也有七年的時間了。七年讓女孩變成了太太。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">過程中的美好是偶爾知道你唱的某首曲子,曾走進誰的生命中。 </span><br />
<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">過程中的不順讓我們看清了很多事情;糾結後,反而心態上解脫了。 </span><br />
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<br />Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12113421123578906828noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2285938714035042396.post-19908991713193409432012-05-04T06:59:00.000-07:002016-02-21T00:20:59.002-08:00繆思女神來我家<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">老公已經在唱片圈寫歌十六年了。剛開始交往時,我還是個學生,對詞曲作者,或者說,對音樂創作者,有著因陌生而產生的朦朧美感。而就像農夫拍照會「頭戴斗笠腳插進稻田」、播報員拍照會「微微側身,右手成L型靠在主播台上」那樣,當我的室友問起他的背景時,我腦內的拍立得「喀嚓~~~」拉了一個長音之後,他在照片裡的影像是屁股黏在鋼琴椅上,手拿著筆敲太陽穴,陷入沈思的感性側臉。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">交往了一陣子之後,我常因為他開車開到一半,突然切換車道在路邊臨停,而嚇飛半個魂魄;他連解釋的時間都沒有,速速掏出皮包內的紙筆記下旋律或歌詞,確認內容無誤,看他喘口大氣,我才跟著放鬆下來。那時逐漸意識到,老公的上班時間和型態,只能說是無所在卻更無所不在吧。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">無論是睡覺睡到一半突然彈跳起來記筆記、吃飯時手指在餐桌上彈琴、甚至是洗澡洗到一半,(嘿嘿,沒筆了吧?)他老兄也會擠出牙膏把簡譜寫在鏡子上,深怕錯過繆思女神的任何一個身影。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「喂!」有一天我忍不住打斷他,「專心吃飯嘛~你又不在這裡了。」我的不開心終於爆發了。一方面我發現他錯過了很多當下值得細細品味的食物、朋友聊天的內容、以及開心的片刻,一方面又覺得自己總是不知何時已經開始對著空氣說話,又糗又孤單。深白聽著我吐完苦水,默默的把委屈吞下去,跟我溝通說,他會試著改變這種習慣。即使他其實根本改不掉。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">雖然我自己也是唸戲劇系的,對於創作者的怪習性早該見怪不怪,但真的面對一個復活島石像在自己的眼前沈思時,真的忍不住要對著他大喊:「是有這~~~麼獨特嗎?」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">然而就像古人說的,沒吃過豬肉不知道豬的苦(古人表示沒有這樣說過),自己開始參與深白色二人組的歌詞填寫之後,我才深深體會到:繆思女神哪裡是說來就來呀! </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">雖然不到需要焚香沐浴來恭迎女神的程度,不過太多瑣事纏身時,我根本無法靜下來思考,非得空出一整天的時間不可。還有啊,雨天不寫快歌;心情不好連電腦都不會打開;屋子要安靜;「我寫東西的時候不要在我面前走來走去!你(老公)!還有你(蹦蹦跳的兔子)!」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">有時得把自己反鎖在房間一整天不出來,甚至連晚餐都省了。「我不要我的文字沾到油煙味啦!」我躲在房間裡嚷嚷。老公只好摸摸鼻子騎機車下山買便當。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">好險這個家不是靠我的靈感撐的啊。(心有餘悸) </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">自己吃過苦頭,再回頭看看老公,十幾年下來已經練到可以邊看電視邊寫、邊吃邊寫、甚至邊睡邊寫!這豈止是天降神兵的功力啊!為了巴結他,之後深白需要靠食物提振精神時,舉凡咖啡、餅乾、巧克力,只要他一開口,我就想辦法去變出來。想按摩?沒問題。就差他垂頭喪氣時我沒唸名人傳記來個精神喊話了。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">晚上我特地切了一盤鳳梨到錄音室。老公編曲正想的出神,我忘了敲門直喊他的名字,嚇得他驚聲大叫,連帶我捧在手上的水果像天女散花一樣“啪嘰”墜地......趕在老公開口之前,我說:「啊哈哈哈…就當作是供奉繆思女神的吧~~~」 </span>Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12113421123578906828noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2285938714035042396.post-69773659175451633352012-04-27T06:58:00.000-07:002016-02-21T00:20:59.033-08:00人妻的路數<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">結婚前,我常幻想把自己擺在婚姻生活裡,會是甚麼樣子?這個遊戲大概可以往回追溯到我五歲的時候,和我表妹玩的扮家家酒開始。我們會揹著阿嬤的手提包假裝去上班,然後學隔壁阿姨牢騷隔壁叔叔那樣煞有其事的唸個不停;興頭一來,還會拿起對講機對著想像中的老公鬼吼鬼叫。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">也說不上是怎麼被馴服的,當我動了結婚的念頭後,就開始沈迷於各種太太型的揣摩遊戲。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">市面上有好多種「太太範本」可供未婚女子套用想像呢。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">鑽石廣告、房屋仲介廣告、賣調味料的、傢俱、家電…像型錄一般展示著好多有型有款的太太啊! </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">我想梳包包頭穿小碎花圍裙做一桌好菜請公婆上桌嗎?我擔心老人家受到驚嚇;或者是變身成森林系太太,半夜醒來躲在門縫間偷看老公工作呢?明明每次都耐不住性子抱怨他兩句;那蹬著 Christian Louboutin 的漆皮高跟鞋在家吸地板?那~是~我們家兩個月的菜錢啊。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">沒關係,我也可以成為一個著重內在的太太型啊。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">外子小白喜歡跟朋友炫耀我做菜的事。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">因為這傻小子世面見的不多,總是被我的氣勢唬的一愣一愣的。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">例如:炒波菜就炒波菜,我偏偏就稱它是「香煎蒜蓉佐食蔬」。聽得老公倒吸兩口氣。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">昨天傍晚去黃昏市場遲了幾分鐘,肉攤都收了,只好硬著頭皮光顧鹽酥雞攤(只有這一次,真的....) </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">帶一份炸雞排回家加菜,上桌前拔了一把陽台的迷迭香,用廚房剪刀剪成一小段一小段的撒在肉上 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">稱作「托斯卡尼風味迷迭香雞排」。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">嗯。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">哈哈。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">為了贖罪,今天小魚我誠心誠意的想做一道海鮮料理;特地開車去大溪漁港逛逛,鎖定的目標是「三杯魷魚」。偌大的市場只見我在人群裡橫衝直撞;終於,我看見了...魷魚? </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">老闆劈頭就問:『妹妹~~~要什麼?花枝?透抽?小管?還是章魚?』 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">(我沒聽見他後面的話!!先沉浸在長達一分鐘的喜悅,對老闆是叫我『妹妹』,而不是太太!) </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">直到老闆再度大吼:『 妳到底要什麼?花枝?透抽?小管?還是章魚?』 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">瞎密!!!!!我倒退三步,發現自己完全搞不清哪位是哪位,但還是鎮定的問他:『那魷魚咧?』 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">老闆:『魷魚買不到新鮮的啦,都是乾貨。』 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">我看著從報紙剪下來的食譜,正想辦法變通的時候,老闆又問:『還是要透抽?花枝?小管?』 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">我只好摸摸鼻子認了:『透抽是哪位啊?』 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">老闆用很道地的台灣狗已笑著指指:『啊這位先生速透抽;那位速小管;這速花枝;啊他速章魚。啊這樣懂不懂?』 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">哎呀呀呀呀...怎麼可以把一個新手太太這樣逼到牆角啊! </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">法律上有規定認不出海產的不能結婚嗎? </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">你知不知道當太的壓力也很大耶! </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">當不成花瓶型的太太我也很苦惱啊! </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">眼看內在型太太長路漫漫,在得道之前,我就先充當賞玩型太太吧。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">有千里眼的老公在買房之前,歷經三個階段決定先完成他的夢想:蓋錄音室→去巴黎→買相機。除了第二件事之外,他花了差不多各半年的時間,沒日沒夜的上網研究器材;評估後添購,試用之後再作取捨、上網分享心得。評論之詳細,連Chandler的老闆都願意配合我們的發片時間,從美國寄來他們尚未正式推出的compressor。那陣子,朋友都稱他作:小白老鼠。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">前陣子我們在賣場採買的時候,我算了一下那幾年他花的錢;比照現在買東西時不時要人體計算機盤算一番,不禁問了老公,會不會後悔?「畢竟,那些錢都可以付將近一半的房貸了耶!如果現在錢還在戶頭裡,我們有多~輕鬆啊!」我忍不住嘆著氣說。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「可是那樣,我們就不會是現在的我們了。」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「那很重要嗎?我還是會愛你啊。」我勾著老公的肩膀。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「很重要啊。至少我現在不會以為 lomo 就是底片,也懂得找到自己適合的相機拍照,不會沈迷於顏色過於濃烈銳利的照片。聽聲音也是。而且如果沒有在討論區和大家交流,也不會認識莉莉周這群朋友了。」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">也是。照相技術還沒升級前的老公,都會被我唬的一愣一愣的:「你的照片沒。有。靈。魂。」我必須承認,現在很難找回那種樂趣了......(遠目) </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「而且,」老公鄭重補了一句:「我們會沒有巴黎。」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">是耶,2008 六月整個月的巴黎人生活也是小白耗盡血本的豪氣之舉:公寓租在離塞納河只有兩個路口的瑪黑區;帳戶只剩下四五十萬卻花了五六十萬;雖然歐元當時是歷史新高的 1:48 還是堅持要去......等等!1:48!好貴喔!「你當時不能等歐元便宜一點再去嗎?!」我突然怒氣充腦地直嚷嚷。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「不能等。」老公依舊一派鎮定地搖搖頭說:「有的事情,一輩子一次,錯過就沒有了。」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">一輩子一次。有這麼嚴重嗎? </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">當時的我只是很迷糊地問著:「我們有錢作這件事嗎?」老公不經意地回答「沒有也要有」就又繼續工作。平常最愛出門亂跑的我,面對老公不加思索決定的一個月巴黎之旅,怎麼突然猶疑了起來呢? </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">出國前,我們計畫著可以從文化觀察或創作交流的角度,來紀錄這個月的生活,說不定回來可以寫一本書甚麼的。漫長的飛機上,我不時把筆記本拿出來,想像我們到了巴黎的這個月要做的事。然後我們降落、出了機場、上了巴士晃到快吐地進入市區、叫計程車到租屋的地址、打開路邊公寓一樓的大門-- </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">我的腦袋突然炸開了。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">老舊的木頭樓梯。一片一片還有點裂痕。古老的鐵扶手。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">我突然開始隱約感受到這是怎麼一回事了。關於將要當一個月的巴黎人。關於一輩子一次。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">雖然對於要不要作這件大事非常猶豫,但融入這種生活倒是可以毫不遲疑的喔。我們每天走訪廊街和特色店家、與法國友人相約買菜學習當地料理、在路邊搭訕玩滾球的陌生人說讓我們一起玩、甚至訪問從澳洲來尋夢的街頭藝人....雖然後來沒有機會出版成書,但那段時間接觸到的每一件事情,對我來說,都是那麼的深刻。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">為了省錢,我們扛著一堆麥片、泡麵和一罐綜合維它命遠行;每個星期到華人區的陳氏商店補充衛生紙和生菜水果;想吃肉的時候,搭地鐵到十三區的越南餐廳吃兩碗河粉,為的是店家會附送的兩根牛大骨;偶而想奢侈一下,就混進大學偽裝成學生吃便宜的餐廳。(有時我撿公園樹上掉下來的橘子吃。) </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">08年的六月,還沒被觀光客完全佔領的巴黎,我們逛遍了羅浮宮、奧賽美術館、橘園美術館、畢卡索美術館、羅丹美術館、龐畢度藝術中心、大皇宮的瑪莉安東尼特展、卡地亞基金會、布朗利博物館、阿拉伯世界博物館、聖日耳曼德佩教堂、馬德蓮教堂、巴黎監獄、萬神殿,欣賞法國朋友的黑管表演、舞蹈表演、蛋頭默劇,體驗在凡爾賽宮外的運河上、或是Peter Brook接手經營的百年劇場演出,參與一年一度的夏日音樂節、同志大遊行。還有,坐在十樓高的位子看Santana的演唱會。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">好熱血啊。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">頭一次身邊只有彼此的一個月,沒有吵架的心情,沒有工作在後面追趕著;不安全感時時襲來,還是照著說好的計畫按步就般的執行。我帶著小千借給我的Nikon D70和新買的Ricoh GRD2瘋狂拍照和錄影,第一次在拍照的過程充分享受那份平靜。現在看著當時理光錄影的zoom in功能還會一格一格的跳接真的很好笑;雖然畫質不清楚,但我和這個城市的距離卻是這麼的近,一張照片就又能讓我彷彿回到那裡。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">最後有沒有出書當然很沮喪,不過真的不重要了。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">重點是,我曾經花了兩天的時間,在奧賽美術館裡,閒晃。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">喔耶。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">剛回來的時候,開始回憶這些,我必須承認:好吧,有的事情的確是一輩子一次,你這麼衝動的花錢是有道理的。如果 2008 我們沒有拼那個月到巴黎去生活,我的確無法想像,之後的人生,還有甚麼時間點是可能去作這件事的呢?而且是我們的心都還年輕的時候? </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">面對接下來的日子,找房子、結婚、過生活,我慢慢瞭解到了,老公並不是無腦地見一樣花一樣。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">他知道我們大概 2010 左右會結婚買房子,而之後就會被房貸不斷消耗,因此很認真地想了,有甚麼事情要趕在那之前非作不可的。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">他需要一個生財的基地。因此 2007 他把賺來的錢用來蓋錄音室。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">我們需要一個一輩子的共同興趣。因此 2008~2009 他又集中火力買了相機和鏡頭,不要的就賣掉,買夠了就停手。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">當然,一輩子一次的巴黎人生活。不管碰到甚麼挫折和不順,有時想起這一段經歷,就會慶幸自己沒有白白辛苦。這段人生活在我的血肉裡,誰也拿不走。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">為了紀念結婚兩週年,我把這段回憶整理成30秒的影片,配上老公的音樂,作為對彼此的祝福,謝謝深白在那時不顧一切的帶著我去冒險。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">我們窩在一起看剪出來的成品,想到這些年發生的一切順與不順,還是有種想哭的衝動。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「那你現在還會有甚麼想做的事嗎?」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「有。」老公指指他過度操勞的臉蛋嚷嚷:「割眼袋~~~」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">08年深白色二人組的第二張專輯發行後沒多久,我們和唱片公司解約。接下來該怎麼走?其實一片茫然。有一陣子甚至真希望,睡了就不要醒來。不是想不開,只是不知道該藏甚麼地方才不會被人找到罷了。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">有一天深白突然提議:「我們去巴黎生活一個月好不好?」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「你傻啦?」我心想,唱片賣不好,我都還沒想好怎麼給別人一個交代呢。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「可是我累了好久好久。我們還有一點存款,我想去一個陌生的地方慢慢思考以後的事。」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">喔...可是事情沒做好還換到巴黎一個月的生活,我好怕被雷劈喔。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">深白義正辭嚴的說:「很多事不是操縱在我們手上的。已經盡力了。如果現在連我們都不對自己好一點,那才是對不起自己。」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">就這樣,我們帶著一把吉他、一台六十一鍵的 keyboards、一堆泡麵和麥片,聯絡好租屋的仲介公司後,便踏上旅程。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">但我從沒想過這位仁兄打算在旅途的最後一天求婚。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">還是在亞歷三大三世橋上,玩完鬼臉十連拍之後。 </span><br />
<br style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: Arial, Verdana, 'Microsoft JhengHei', 'Microsoft JhengHei', 微軟正黑體, 新細明體; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;" />
<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">深白突然停下來問我:「嘿,你喜歡這座橋嗎?」 </span><br />
<br style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: Arial, Verdana, 'Microsoft JhengHei', 'Microsoft JhengHei', 微軟正黑體, 新細明體; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;" />
<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">我歪頭笑了一下,心裡正想我最喜歡應該是木造的藝術橋吧...他八成是誤會我含笑同意了,出期不意的亮出放在口袋的戒指。我大叫:「媽呀!!!」之後重心不穩踉蹌跳了幾步。(如果那段求婚戲碼可以再回播一次,搞不好你會以為是某個整人節目的橋段吧。) </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">也許是因為心裡沒有準備,一時之間眼睛看的和腦袋瓜無法並行運作,像是某種蒙太奇的手法被錯置了;我眼睛直愣愣的看著前方,拉了深白的手便不斷向前快步走。走了多久我不記得了,若從亞歷山大三世橋到聖路易島的距離來換算,感覺是從信義區的威秀影城走到善導寺這麼遠吧。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">在巴黎街頭走了一晚,好不容易回瑪黑區的租屋公寓後,我慢條斯理的告訴小白我沒有拒絕他的意思,只是驚魂未定;現在雖然我們又冷又累了,不如就把事情攤開來說吧。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">我鼓起勇氣打開手中的戒指盒,突然想到:咦?你怎麼知道我的戒圍大小? </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">小白很靦腆的笑了笑:我趁你睡覺的時候量的。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">怎麼可能? </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">真的啊。上禮拜的某個晚上我躺在妳旁邊假睡,等到妳終於~打呼了,我就默默拿出事先準備好的小電線套在妳的無名指上量指圍;量到一半喔,妳突然翻身!張開眼睛問我怎麼還沒睡?嚇死人了。我跟妳說我在想歌睡不著,然後妳打個哈欠起身去廁所尿尿,回來又繼續睡;我只好再等妳睡熟啦,終於聽到妳開始打呼了,才順利量到戒圍。然後把那根小電線剪成那個長度,收進皮夾裡。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">我的天啊!這傢伙好有毅力。如果是我應該會等到生氣吧。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">然後呢? </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">然後我那陣子不是都放妳一個人去逛博物館嗎?其實有兩天下午我坐地鐵到歌劇院附近找戒指喔。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">說到這,我想著我每天從橘園、羅浮宮、羅丹美術館回來的時候跟他講的口沫橫飛,竟然都沒發現小白偷偷出門找戒指了!難怪小白要我把畢卡索、cartier藝術基金會、奧塞美術館排在前面幾天,陪他先看完...這傢伙真的很適合安排驚喜耶,想的夠遠又夠沉的住氣。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">然後我在 Christian Dior 的櫥窗看到這個寫 oui 的戒指(oui = 法文 yes),心想:真是個好兆頭,就是它了!於是進去想跟店員說話。但是店內坐著三個金光閃閃的老太太,聊的正高興。我只好乖乖在旁邊等啦。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">因為穿得很髓性吧,所以她們大概把我當小孩子看了,邊打量我邊自顧自的聊天。等了好久我決定直接跟店員說我要的款式,金光閃閃的婆婆們都愣了一下呢,然後很好奇的默默往我這靠近。Dior小姐問我知不知道你的指圍,我把小電線拿出來給她看;她笑了。從容的走到一旁,從工具箱拿出黏膠把小電線黏好然後還給我後,找出尺寸一模一樣的oui戒指。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">說到這兒,我真的非常感激 Dior 小姐的細心和善解人意。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">然後三個婆婆擠在我旁邊嘰哩呱啦的參與討論,一直到我結賬離開。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">我把戒指拿出來看了又看。其實之前翻雜誌內頁有看到這款戒指啊,oui 的字母 i 上一點是一顆小鑽,隨性的書寫字體有小女孩的童趣,可愛極了。因為是基本款,價錢親民也讓我鬆了一口氣。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">我腦子轉啊轉不知如何面對這人生中歷史性的一刻,抖著手把它套上右手無名指,咦...發現有點鬆鬆的。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">小白很緊張的趕緊告訴我:Dior 小姐說,若是大小不合別擔心,回台灣還是可以換的喔。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「才不要換呢!」我故意提高音量撇了撇嘴說。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">只有它才完整的保有這一晚,在床頭邊聽到這個故事的深深感動。 </span><br />
<br style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: Arial, Verdana, 'Microsoft JhengHei', 'Microsoft JhengHei', 微軟正黑體, 新細明體; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;" />
<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">而另一枚小電線戒指呢,世界上也只有你能匹配我心目中對求婚的浪漫奢求。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">我有一個不能具名的好友,三不五時會來家裡串門子和我聊天,尤其是聊感情的事。因為他是個男兒身,所以我常在聊天的過程中得到很多不一樣的想法。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">有一陣子,他苦惱於一段未能好好珍惜而失去的戀情。我們發瘋似的把他過往的情史一個一個癱出來檢查,想知道這個女孩在他心目中的份量。他不經意向我透露幾位前女友的現況;我很疑惑為什麼他都還能和她們保持連絡,他回答我:「沒有特別聯絡啦,看facebook就知道了。」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">我問:「你會去問候她們嗎?」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">他果決的說:「不一定。有的只是看看照片,看看她現在過的生活是怎樣。」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「為什麼只想看到照片就好了?」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「因為是初戀啊,感覺不一樣。」他說到初戀時,還稍稍停頓了一下。不知道為什麼,周星馳電影「喜劇之王」裡富少爺哭喊著「初戀啊~~~」的聲音,帶著 echo 迴盪在我的腦袋裡。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">我用力甩了甩頭,設法回到正題上。喔...所以是初戀情結喔!「那為甚麼沒試著跟她聯絡看看?」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「其實...有耶。但後來就決定不要再聊下去了。」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「猴~你們不小心重然愛火了對不對?你們不知該不該挑戰這禁忌的愛了對不對?」好刺激喔!我立刻興奮地用炙熱眼神盯著他。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">朋友急忙撇清:「對你個頭啦!」隨後又支支吾吾的說:「是我發現…她一直都沒有進步;除了變成孩子的媽,其他部份好像還停留在國中的時候一樣,和心裡的期待有落差...唉呦!要怎麼說?有點…俗不可耐啦!我當場就冷掉了。」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">蛤?!我心裡一驚,分手都那麼久了還擺脫不掉給前女友打分數啊? </span><br />
<br style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: Arial, Verdana, 'Microsoft JhengHei', 'Microsoft JhengHei', 微軟正黑體, 新細明體; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;" />
<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">我暗自吞了一口口水,不知道現在的我是否也遇上這麼難纏的狀況。真希望我有一種特製的後照鏡。喂喂喂你們這些人,要不閃大燈要不按喇叭,少在後面偷偷摸摸地指指點點啦! </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">為了平息他過於誠實帶來的沈默尷尬,我和老公兩個人很混蛋的把「寂寞難耐」這首歌即興改編成R&B版,學黑人女高音一搭一唱的安慰他:「喔寂寞難耐~~喔俗不可耐~~yoyoyo~~喔青蛙撞奶~~喔 saturday night~~」直到朋友甩頭抱著安全帽衝出家門才罷休。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">沒想到過兩天,又有另一位男性友人用手機點進facebook給我看他前女友的照片。我無法忽視當他說到前女友「被生活磨掉仙女的光彩」時,微微帶點慶幸的語氣。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">臉書確實是很好用的尋人工具啊,貫穿古今幾乎我想找的朋友都一個一個連絡上了。不過換成我自己是名單上的搜尋結果時,這麼敵暗我明的關心方式,想想還是讓我背脊發涼啊。我不知道自己在意的是默默被打分數的部份?還是一些醜照還大剌剌掛在上面的部份? </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">搞不好某個前男友曾看著我眼睛半瞇半張的照片邊倒吸一口氣想:「這女人怎麼變這付德性?」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">某天開車送老公去開會的路上,我藉機問他:「那些歌詞上說的,只要知道你過得比我好,我就沒有遺憾,是真的對不對?」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">老公好像八百年前就準備好要回答我一般,用膝反射接話:「這是不可能的。除非你對這個人完全沒有感覺了,否則怎麼可能不在意她現在過得比你好?」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">向來是個正面能量補充包的老公,此刻突然變成紅裡透黑的毒蘋果了。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">驚愕之餘,我還是努力地思考反駁了一下:「就認了嘛!接受自己無法給對方幸福的事實,所以只能祝福啊。」起碼我覺得自己是這樣,提得起就要放得下的心情。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「沒有一絲絲遺憾?」他很平靜的追問。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「當然會遺憾!」可是祝福也是真的,不然要怎麼樣嘛。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「那就對啦!不可能沒有感覺的。如果能有那種超然的態度,也是因為你覺得自己現在的生活很ok,才會不在乎。我們又不是偉人,心情不好時還是會需要墊腳石的。」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">哇…所以歌詞會這樣寫是因為聽起來會比較偉大?或是比較可憐? </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">明明無法祝福,卻硬要覺得自己該祝福,是像到 KTV 一定要點難過的歌唱個哭天搶地,才能得到解脫一樣嗎? </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">好吧,我承認那時腦中是響起了陳奕迅的『婚禮的祝福』。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">雖然無從得知自己是否也遭逢這些前女友的狀況,不過「俗不可耐」這字眼真是生命中不能承受之重啊...回到家後,默默把NG的照片移除掉了。 </span>Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12113421123578906828noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2285938714035042396.post-12554422422574981672012-03-08T06:29:00.000-08:002016-02-21T00:20:58.994-08:00孔雀的正確飼養方式<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh-hNs-8ewiDrFtUAFaynUL0auUy5YeHqpugBEaDdb2tvae_DxO9G_hPOYEcGoO3yVnOErgdkCshIqu4ZwqRz2gUObrKzXnUI5CkEcLibCtMwXaWW8lVLoclcDoJh2C7bfkMr55-kg0YAfg/s1600/20120308%25E5%25AD%2594%25E9%259B%2580%25E7%259A%2584%25E6%25AD%25A3%25E7%25A2%25BA%25E9%25A3%25BC%25E9%25A4%258A%25E6%2596%25B9%25E5%25BC%258F.jpg" imageanchor="1"><img border="0" height="376" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh-hNs-8ewiDrFtUAFaynUL0auUy5YeHqpugBEaDdb2tvae_DxO9G_hPOYEcGoO3yVnOErgdkCshIqu4ZwqRz2gUObrKzXnUI5CkEcLibCtMwXaWW8lVLoclcDoJh2C7bfkMr55-kg0YAfg/s640/20120308%25E5%25AD%2594%25E9%259B%2580%25E7%259A%2584%25E6%25AD%25A3%25E7%25A2%25BA%25E9%25A3%25BC%25E9%25A4%258A%25E6%2596%25B9%25E5%25BC%258F.jpg" width="640" /></a><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">前幾年我跑去學底片的沖片和放像技術。某天我興奮地帶著才晾乾的,自己放像的照片上了車,迫不及待地向老公展示我的得意之作。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「今天我選了一張雨天的蜿蜒石子路放像喔!你瞧瞧,這分明的色階、還有這灰濛濛的意境,是不是很有布列松的風格啊?」我一路自顧著說:「我跟老師說的時候,他都語塞了呢!」「才上了幾堂課而已就這麼厲害,這樣下去怎麼得了啊!嘖嘖!」,然後還偷了玉嬌龍的台詞:「我摸不著天際的邊,你都不知道我有多害怕......」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">老公瞪大眼睛問我:「你哪來的自信啊?」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">我氣定神閒的回答:「我老公那兒來的。」 </span><br />
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<br style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: Arial, Verdana, 'Microsoft JhengHei', 'Microsoft JhengHei', 微軟正黑體, 新細明體; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;" />
<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">別看我這樣,其實我一直是個沒自信的人;每當事情沒做好被質疑時,我就像被狠狠揍了一拳似的失去平衡,一邊力圖鎮定,一邊還勉強著蹣跚向前。而通常只要我多遲疑了一會,接著就會「哎呀呀呀」的不支倒地。光是看我學生時期的打工經驗就不難明瞭:第一天在麵包店打工,店長坐鎮一旁看著我一邊算錢一邊將麵包裝袋,先後順序被糾正了幾次之後,竟然緊張到把客人買的肉鬆麵包上的肉鬆抖個精光。當天下午就被開除,回家的路上還恍神的掉進正在施工的水泥洞裡,好慘。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">不管做什麼事都一樣,當壞念頭萌生之後,狀況便接二連三的報到。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">老公瞭解「正增強」對我的強大效用,所以都會用很正面的態度看待我做的每件事情。 </span><br />
<br style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: Arial, Verdana, 'Microsoft JhengHei', 'Microsoft JhengHei', 微軟正黑體, 新細明體; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;" />
<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">像是臉歪嘴斜、奮力咬著被我料理得像橡皮的牛排時,還不忘要美言幾句:「這牛排煎的真是美味!」或是誇張地稱讚我畫的畫:「好一個放浪不羈的小小畢卡索~~~」沒想到久而久之我的內在自卑被豢養成一隻驕傲的孔雀;那個微不足道的信心,像照了小叮噹的放大燈一樣迅速膨脹。漸漸的,做起事來都煞有其事在那兒擺擺弄弄的,插盆花還要放 Carla Bruni 的專輯、穿無印良品的格子圍兜兜、還把花盆放上蛋糕盤那樣轉啊轉。我相信能這麼慢條斯理的打理瑣事,接下來的人生必然能平順的進行吧。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">對於放任老婆的自信無限制茁壯的後果,就是有天她出門跟人打交道時,真切的感受到何謂世態炎涼了。初次試著自己接工作,慢慢接觸的人和事變得複雜之後,才驚覺到,自己原來缺乏磨鍊和柔軟身段;忍耐了一整天回到家,腦中唯一的想法就是:要回自己賴皮的主控權;怪這個、怪那個,說得理直氣壯。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">有天,老公終於忍不住對我說起道理了。 </span><br />
<br style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: Arial, Verdana, 'Microsoft JhengHei', 'Microsoft JhengHei', 微軟正黑體, 新細明體; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;" />
<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「嗚!好爛的老公!我要去找游心怡!」老公看我變身成大怪獸,趕忙安撫:「我也可以像朋友一樣很豪氣的挺妳喔!挺妳又不用花錢、又不傷感情、又不用負責,對不對?不過還是希望妳更好,才會說出這些話的。」 </span><br />
<br style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: Arial, Verdana, 'Microsoft JhengHei', 'Microsoft JhengHei', 微軟正黑體, 新細明體; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;" />
<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「可是我現在不要這個!」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">我不是故意要強悍的。當我脆弱時就會強悍。 </span><br />
<br style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: Arial, Verdana, 'Microsoft JhengHei', 'Microsoft JhengHei', 微軟正黑體, 新細明體; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;" />
<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「那你要甚麼呢?」 </span><br />
<br style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: Arial, Verdana, 'Microsoft JhengHei', 'Microsoft JhengHei', 微軟正黑體, 新細明體; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;" />
<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「充滿私心和癡傻的愛!我現在只要這個就可以了!」 </span><br />
<br style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: Arial, Verdana, 'Microsoft JhengHei', 'Microsoft JhengHei', 微軟正黑體, 新細明體; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;" />
<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">此刻的我不是隻美麗的孔雀了;我感覺今天出門毛都給人拔光了,是光著屁股回家的受傷狀態。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「那一個抱抱可以嗎?」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「可以!」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">老公張開雙臂 hold 住我像蟲一般蠕動的身體。 </span><br />
<br style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: Arial, Verdana, 'Microsoft JhengHei', 'Microsoft JhengHei', 微軟正黑體, 新細明體; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;" />
<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「去他們的。」 </span><br />
<br style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: Arial, Verdana, 'Microsoft JhengHei', 'Microsoft JhengHei', 微軟正黑體, 新細明體; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;" />
<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「沒錯,去他們的。」 </span><br />
<br style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: Arial, Verdana, 'Microsoft JhengHei', 'Microsoft JhengHei', 微軟正黑體, 新細明體; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;" />
<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">老公看我被逗樂的臉,不放棄的再次試探我:「現在我可以說了嗎?」 </span><br />
<br style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: Arial, Verdana, 'Microsoft JhengHei', 'Microsoft JhengHei', 微軟正黑體, 新細明體; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;" />
<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">好!一個換一個,很公平的。 </span><br />
<br style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: Arial, Verdana, 'Microsoft JhengHei', 'Microsoft JhengHei', 微軟正黑體, 新細明體; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;" />
<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">每個女孩都有她沒自信的那一面。有時顯得張牙舞爪難以相處,是因為已脆弱得不堪一擊了。 </span><br />
<br style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: Arial, Verdana, 'Microsoft JhengHei', 'Microsoft JhengHei', 微軟正黑體, 新細明體; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;" />
<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">我不需要無止盡的認同,一點點體諒就可以了。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">謝謝你,學會和它如何相處。 </span>Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12113421123578906828noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2285938714035042396.post-90542712157034854542012-03-01T06:23:00.000-08:002016-02-21T00:20:59.043-08:00To 賴 Or Not to 賴 ?<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">陰雨連連的氣候讓人心情一直很萎靡啊。 </span><br />
<br style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: Arial, Verdana, 'Microsoft JhengHei', 'Microsoft JhengHei', 微軟正黑體, 新細明體; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;" />
<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">半夜連續做了好幾個惡夢,醒來全身汗答答的走到廚房喝水。我像神隱少女裡頭的無臉鬼,拖著長長的步伐邊走邊嚷嚷著老公的名字;深白從門縫探出頭來回應我:「在這裡喔,我在上廁所。」 </span><br />
<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">「哇!」的一聲,我哭了出來。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">他連忙把門推開要我進去;我一屁股坐在浴室地板上,大把抱者他的小腿不放。 </span><br />
<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">深白面露難色的看著我說:「這樣不好啦,妳要不要搬椅子進來坐?我們來聊天。」 </span><br />
<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">我抹掉鼻涕感激的問他:「像里民服務處那樣嗎?」 </span><br />
<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">兩個人忍不住一陣爆笑。 </span><br />
<br style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: Arial, Verdana, 'Microsoft JhengHei', 'Microsoft JhengHei', 微軟正黑體, 新細明體; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;" />
<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">說不上來甚麼原因,總在天氣濕濕冷冷的時候,無端鬱卒起來,變得很想黏著老公。這是以前的我無法想像的吧?在交往初期,他常是抱怨我下車就一個人逕自走在前面;總是忙著劇場的畢業製作;整身穿的黑鴉鴉的、一付臭跩的模樣;很愛搞笑,不過行為完全不受控制。才約會第三次吧?我就突然剪了一個男生頭現身,完全沒有在乎他的想法。 </span><br />
<br style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: Arial, Verdana, 'Microsoft JhengHei', 'Microsoft JhengHei', 微軟正黑體, 新細明體; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;" />
<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">現在的我,懂了。其實那是種故作堅強的心情。 </span><br />
<br style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: Arial, Verdana, 'Microsoft JhengHei', 'Microsoft JhengHei', 微軟正黑體, 新細明體; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;" />
<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">如果過分的依賴別人,或一廂情願的耽溺在感情裡,遲早會遭到懲罰吧?就像媽媽從小告誡我們的一樣:女人要獨立,不可以甚麼都靠另一半;像我這麼不聽話的孩子,會受到詛咒吧?而事實上也的確碰過不懂珍惜的男孩子,同時劈腿好幾個的狀況。 </span><br />
<br style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: Arial, Verdana, 'Microsoft JhengHei', 'Microsoft JhengHei', 微軟正黑體, 新細明體; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;" />
<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">雖然不懂得欲擒故縱到底有什麼好稱許的,不過也只好硬著頭皮這麼辦了。 </span><br />
<br style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: Arial, Verdana, 'Microsoft JhengHei', 'Microsoft JhengHei', 微軟正黑體, 新細明體; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;" />
<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">因為害怕失去,所以不敢顯露出我的需要。當你上前牽起我的手時,簡直是開心的飛上天了;只是,表現適切的微笑即可。真是充滿糾結的戀情啊! </span><br />
<br style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: Arial, Verdana, 'Microsoft JhengHei', 'Microsoft JhengHei', 微軟正黑體, 新細明體; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;" />
<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">老公對我倒是相當坦率。當我想碰面時,他會直截了當的讓我知道:可以呦,那我們等下去喝杯咖啡吧!或者,不行喔,我會在家寫歌,想我的時候可以隨時電話來。簡直就像走進價目詳實又價格親民的高級SPA館那樣令人激賞啊。掛上電話後,我激動的握著室友的雙手說:「這回…終於找到好人家的孩子交往啦~~~」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">睡前我望著天花板開口問:「這麼沒有羞恥心的賴著你可以嗎?」 </span><br />
<br style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: Arial, Verdana, 'Microsoft JhengHei', 'Microsoft JhengHei', 微軟正黑體, 新細明體; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;" />
<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">老公:「為什麼不可以呢?」 </span><br />
<br style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: Arial, Verdana, 'Microsoft JhengHei', 'Microsoft JhengHei', 微軟正黑體, 新細明體; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;" />
<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">我也說不上來為什麼不可以啊,那如果有一天你不在了我怎麼辦?既沒有甚麼理財概念、很多問題也無法一個人釐清;雖然力圖振作,不過一想到從前的日子已經如此遙不可及,最後還是會自暴自棄吧!到時後三餐靠朋友接濟泡麵也不一定......唉,好悲慘的人生啊。 </span><br />
<br style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: Arial, Verdana, 'Microsoft JhengHei', 'Microsoft JhengHei', 微軟正黑體, 新細明體; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;" />
<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">我克制心裡不斷冒出的恐懼,很認真的解釋:「也許人一輩子能用的依賴都有固定的限度,像裝在盒子裡的彩色糖果一樣;如果我毫無節制的想吃就吃,會不會三兩下就沒了?也許偶而應該要忍耐一下,這樣少吃一顆又等於賺了一顆。」 </span><br />
<br style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: Arial, Verdana, 'Microsoft JhengHei', 'Microsoft JhengHei', 微軟正黑體, 新細明體; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;" />
<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">老公想都沒想就說:「可是依賴是種需要,它不是會被用完的啊。而且一個人活在世界上沒有被人需要,不是太孤單了嗎?」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">小白的一句話開釋,讓我彷彿從萬丈深淵搭乘直達電梯又回到人間。 </span><br />
<br style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: Arial, Verdana, 'Microsoft JhengHei', 'Microsoft JhengHei', 微軟正黑體, 新細明體; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;" />
<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">我用前所未有的無比自信對老公拍胸脯保證:「那,我確定你是世界上最不孤單的人喔~~~」 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">除了抽不出時間去做健康檢查然後半夜被惡夢嚇醒、無法適應老公的作息而亂發脾氣、或偶爾遇到收入不足補貼生活開銷因而悲從中來、未如期懷孕...(算了算了再說下去好像快不行了)一些煩雜瑣事之外,其實,目前兩個人的生活可以說是我婚前嚮往的那種。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">我可以接自己喜歡的工作、有點閒錢時到日式超市買仙貝和清酒渡過週末夜晚、一起睡覺時還會牽著彼此的手......不瞞你說,很多畫面都是以前看電影或聽朋友說來,便一直存在腦子裡的印象。就像書架上陳列的「一生必去的十大景點」那樣,等著被一個一個的實現。不管是以 Vera Wang 的婚紗作為開始,或者期待老公會像 Brad Pitt 在床畔撥著妳瀏海邊說:「妳就像 Christmas 的早晨」;相信我,很多女孩兒都有那樣的清單。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">結婚曾讓我很焦慮。或許是彼此交往時間過久而少了衝動,而少了衝動好像,就沒有非做不可的理由了。準備婚禮的那段時間,我同時忙著考花藝證照,很專心的為自己一年的學習做了結;接下來選喜餅、婚紗和餐廳的流程,就像被放在迴轉壽司的轉盤上,從眼前魚貫而過。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">有一晚我開車到牙醫診所的路上,廣播節目正在討論一個常聽到的兩性問題:你覺得嫁/娶一個愛你比較多、或你愛他比較多的對象,哪一個比較幸福?題目饒舌到主持人說話一直打結,但仍有很多民眾 call in 進來響應。其中不乏許多曾經為愛糾結,最終被迫選擇的人;有的感到慶幸、有的徒留遺憾。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">聽著聽著我突然哼的一聲笑了,不知道是不是覺得自己這一題很好解而心虛。原來自己心裡頭的感覺一直很清楚啊!老公對我的愛,無論何時都能感受的到;這難道不是最重要的嗎? </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">年輕時候的迷思,偶而會讓人在選擇面前感到迷惑,彷彿轟轟烈烈的戀愛才是真實的、不切實際的天真才是該小心呵護的;能夠安安靜靜、沒有糾結的進入下一個階段時,卻反而不知所措了起來。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">結了婚之後,我很想回去告訴以前的自己,能體驗到生活的平淡本質真的很美好。別賴在路邊看煙火了,看夠了繼續往下走吧!也別蹲在一旁哭泣了;有的人出現只是為了讓你改變,並不會陪伴到最後的。之後你會遇到一個人,在妳跌倒時,無法帥氣的用新娘抱把妳舉起來;看著妳總是一付睡不飽的青蛙眼;常會拉拉你的手肘問他可不可以買玩具。沒錯,這就是妳未來的老公喔~~~誒?不好嗎?可是他會陪妳聊天喔;你們會有一直說不完的話題,連吵架都可以吵到天亮的那一種喔(而且吵到一半妳還常常不小心睡著,被發現還會生氣喔...。)然後妳會開始學習承擔,然後賴皮,他也不會怎麼樣喔。 </span><br />
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<span style="color: #5f5f5f; font-family: "arial" , "verdana" , "microsoft jhenghei" , "microsoft jhenghei" , ,; font-size: 18px; line-height: 25.2px;">那晚回到家後,迫不急待拍拍小白的肩膀並告訴他:「以後請多擔待了,哈哈哈~~~」(可能被這種沒來由的溫馨嚇到了,白組長眉頭一皺,覺得案情並不單純......)</span>Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12113421123578906828noreply@blogger.com0